I will badly armchair psychologist analyze you and attempt to generalize your personality in a simple way. These are for fun, and not actually serious evaluations of your own personality though I will attempt to be truthful - I will also try to counteract any rudeness with a kind comment unless you want me to be as rude as possible.
EM is like highschool. Once one player gets popular, the mean dorky kids hate on them and bash the topic. Don't be ashamed of being popular PJ, you get bitches like this. I will be on your top forever....... Forever thirsty.
I find you difficult to pin down. You have the ability to be professional and polite so well that it borders on potentially dishonest. You have a skill for damage control and also analyzing a big situation to find a small solution - something that many workplaces value deeply. Still, I am confused by the way you conduct yourself online as the way you speak and think about things is very unnatural, especially for a mafia website.
I also think that you might be slightly insecure about your own ability to process jokes and lighthearted things as you've trained yourself to take things very, very seriously. In turn this makes you feel disconnected from the rest of the community in a very fundamental way. But I think you're also prideful of how serious you are in contrast to the rest of epicmafia. I have pretty much no insight into what your personal life is like, so this goes to show how guarded and uptight you sometimes appear.
I think that your personality is so hard to nail down that you don't really even understand yourself. I know that from what you've told me about yourself, growing up for you wasn't exactly easy and you've had to deal with a lot of loss and bitterness in your life. At the same time though, I think you take pride in your emotional scars. You're proud of yourself kind of "facing the man" when you were a young teenager and making it through stronger. I believe that in real life you're probably pretty charming to certain people socially and I also believe that you're fantastic at persuading others of things. I also think that you have a subconscious aversion to social activities, though. As good as you are at being social, you are a born introvert and you much prefer your solitude. You feel less empathy than others seem to, so it makes you feel insecure about your own state of mind. You're slowly adjusting to the spontaneity of real life despite still harboring a lot of anger towards yourself and others.
