i think that same night was the night my mind convinced me that any moment a buzz saw was going to come out of the bottom of the bunk above me and lower down slowly until it sawed right through the center of my chest

did you know two nights ago i looked at a (perfectly normal) rooster sculpture thing in the house and my mind instantly went "that things going to come alive at night and hunt you until it kills you"? i mean it wasnt even a joke like i actually believed that despite my rationality going "no cinna youre having delusions again"

aaa? aaa.

im probably gonna leave this alone until nighttime bc thats when the real bad intrusive thoughts set in

or, in my case, nb adults

and theres no gamemode bc no mutes we die like men

no but for real i posted this for a reason
welcome to cinna verumbark blavatskys intrusive thought log, where i will post things that pop into my head
im not just gonna spam the a key again i actually wanted to document this

(dats me yellin)