It's ok, my opinion was in no way angry or whatever (nor do I know you well enough to have experienced that angst channeled at me); really, it was more of an observation. Without doubt the way we present ourselves online, in family, with friends, at work varies greatly. But that's the beauty of it, isn't it? Nobody but you can truly know who you are, ALL parts of you. Your SO may think they know all about you but in reality their perception will be highly distorted by their positive opinion about you. If a coworker is mad at you because you were a bench, you'll tell your SO it like they were wrong and you were right. And in that moment, your colleague knows more about your negative side than your SO, even more than yourself, because you have the instinct to make excuses for yourself so that you don't have to deal with the truth. Thus sometimes not even you can candidly talk or think about yourself. The fact that a person might never fully come in terms of themselves is both frightening and beautiful...
It was an interview for an university that isn't really my first choice but it'd be great to go there anyway. The interviewer pretty much brushed me off in the first five minutes but I guess I should have been more talkative and not just simply responded to the questions. Oh well.
in my defense how I act on EM isn't how I act around people I am legitimately friends with - 'sammy' is, like, 50% a persona (although, it's not a bad thing, I'd say I'm rather extroverted on EM whereas I'm a huge introvert with friends)
I think you're a pretty likable person but have some serious anger issues/teenage angst/mental illness that seeps into the way you present yourself on EM.
