i'm a conflict oriented person; i always have been. i'm brash, i'm abrasive, i welcome all challenges and i pick fights that don't really need to be picked. i've always been able to tell when someone meant something to me because of my desire to fight for them, and the people i've chosen to fight for have been few and far in between, which is why it's so crazy that you've been the only person i've ever met to fill me with calm. i'm so used to stress and tension that i legit just assumed it was one of the inevitabilities of life. i don't know if it's how other people see you as well, or if this is just some special me/you dynamic that's developed, but it's nice. i didn't even know i was looking for my inner calm, and i guess i just wanted to say thanks.
Ohhhh you did this! Whoops. Thank you! I actually am used to being in on convos that I am not necessarily comfortable with, I am always fine with people talking about whatever they wish. I normally won't partake in them, though, 'tis true. I actually respect the "not wanting to put me in them" part, though I really don't want people to feel uncomfortable around me. It shows that you are trying to be courteous, which I really do appreciate and will keep in mind. And, well, too bad the Cardinals don't know how to lose 90 games in a year ;) Well, ok, maybe they do, but they haven't since 1990.
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you know where to find me
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no there are too many people i actually want to get to i have to find more ways to torture jill
