Oh, I'm so scared. hahaha. I'm sorry I kicked you from an online game one time after you bothered my friend. Yeah, I'm a horrible person. :p I really don't care what this "ride" is you speak of, I just feel sorry that you act this way.
Also, you should watch Derren Brown's Anonymous if you think 4chan behavior is anything to be lauded. Quite insightful. It's a rather pathetic mindset, that which hides in anonymity. And, of course, that was to be easily expected, but you don't seem to have realized.
Breeze here. I'd just like to offer you a bit of a psycho-analysis that you might better yourself. First off, it's pretty obvious you've taken a bit of shit in your life, or have to deal with not always getting what you want, on account of being ugly perhaps, or just having been wronged by others unfairly. It doesn't matter. But what does matter, is how you act as a result of it. That being, in your case, to seek power wherever you can get it, in having the ability to kick for example, or in just taking your frustration out on others in general. It's rather childish. Well, here's hoping you can grow.