thread topic changed 11.09.18 (cant post new threads now).
The last year has been an emotional roller coaster for me, and I apologize for taking it out on the community for months. I am sorry to those of you that I hurt by trying to take my own life. I am also sorry for the trauma that I caused to many of you here by bringing up bad memories of that person you lost in your life and of your own pain.
While I had a safety plan in place of people to contact when I get to a bad place, I do not want to bother them. I should have also tried to hide all of my struggles from the community more.
I hope that you guys forgive me eventually. IF YOU GUYS ARE STRUGGLING WITH SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, PLEASE CALL A HOTLINE OR YOUR FRIENDS AND RELATIVES FOR HELP. I am sorry again that I have been so difficult to deal with lately. Please forgive me for not being myself.
Farewell from the em cat: meow meow meow