i cant remember if i already posted here or not, but opinion 5 me plix
deletedover 9 years
rude. alright i'll give it a go, forgive me if this is totally off base.
obviously my opinion on you has changed a bit over time. i still think you're more of a jerk than need be at times. i'm still trying to put my finger on why it is you act like that because i consistently see people venturing into the forums for the first time becoming at adds with you. at the very least i know my first impression of you wasn't exactly unique. maybe it's because you're trying to vet the people who you let into your life? or maybe it's because you want people to like you but you feel like you don't deserve to be liked so you're punishing yourself. food for thought i guess, those are just a couple shots in the dark.
i think that you, like me, are someone that is fueled by the approval of others rather than your own thoughts about yourself. maybe i'm projecting a bit much here but you seem to hold yourself to a high standard and may even think highly of yourself in some regards, but your undervalue your own opinion of yourself in comparison to what other people think of you. this is good in the sense that it makes you strive for excellence in what you do, be it mafia or modding, but bad in the sense that when you falter or are forced to do something unpopular, you risk shutting down.
overall i like you. your not the most calculating or perceptive, but you're good at what you do when you put your mind to it. i still don't see you as a particularly pleasant individual but you hold a good conversation and are far from boring, imo. most importantly though for me, you're someone who i trust to do the right thing when push comes to shove.
both, you're like the EXACT kind of perosn that would like repo even though it has mediocre everything
deletedover 9 years
was you posting in this thread asking for an opinion or are you just here to make fun of my taste in movies? -_-' i feel like this isn't even the first time you've judged me for liking Repo...
deletedover 9 years
side note: i don't remember who i was talking to but the other day you came up in conversation and i described you as a "beautifully flawed individual". more so than anyone else on this site, for me at least, your flaws make you a more interesting person and honestly probably a better person overall.
i'm not sure what specifically would be your "biggest" flaw since i don't think there's any one aspect about you that holds you back to an incredible extent. i've noticed your sense of justice can sometimes manifest itself in really harsh judgement which you can get carried away with. on at least one occasion i can recall i know you looked back on a situation like that with regret and i wouldn't be surprised if it wasn't the only time.
Man on man, remember main lobby before you got banned for trolling (lmao)? I had the goofiest, dorkiest crush on you. Not exactly a romantic crush but more one of those infatuations where you're kind of obsessed with a person and want to get to know them and want them to notice you. I remember if I ever saw you were in a game from the lobby I'd refresh until it was done so I could catch you in the next one. You were my senpai and I was your kouhai and all I wanted was to be noticed.
Then you had to go and get your bad self banned before we ever really connected. What the hell, dude?
You can act like kind of a jerk sometimes (I remember our very first encounter I kind of pegged you as a mean dude). Trolling for kicks isn't exactly the most honorable hobby but I guess there are worse things you could be doing. Still, I've seen you in action a few times and while I can't deny it's hilarious it is kind of cruel. I'm not exactly immune to a good ribbing myself and I worry that had we not connected outside games I might of just become another furious keyboard warrior to you. Oh well.
Since actually getting to know you my early, more positive impressions have been vindicated. You're hilarious & goofy but never off-putting and I've seen you be almost jarringly mature at times. You're confident without acting frustratingly superior. You're chill at times yet excitable when the situation allows you to be. You're friendly and helpful. From what I've seen you're an awesome person to those you consider your friends, and you're an absolute delight to hang around.
Banned for trolling plus one bypassing vio only lasts 4 months (or shorter in your case), but cool? Cool lasts forever.
deletedover 9 years
that you are. i might get to you tonight but i'm letting the shipping threads hold the spotlight for a bit
