Epicmafia

Leaving.

deletedabout 10 years

I think I need to focus on getting better right now because this site has really made me lose myself.

There is just unnecessary bs that occurs here and I don't need it. I shouldn't be bothered by half the things I'm bothered by. It's worn me out completely and I'm tired of it.

I will be on Skype if anyone wants to keep in touch with me. I'm not sure if I'm leaving forever or just for a while, but it'll be for a long while I'm guessing.

It's not worth explaining why I'm leaving because nothing is going to change or be fixed. The site has just plummeted severely and I'm done trying to help when my attempts are not being acknowledged. It's a lost cause. I realize why everyone is quitting now, and I think a lot of users know what I'm talking about when I say this site has made me socially inept.

In short, I've lost myself completely and I just really want to fix things before it's too late.

I will log in and check for messages, posts, etc. for about a week or so, then I assume you won't be seeing much of me for at least six months. Not sure, but I'm going to try to really not come on the site anymore. It's effectively tearing me down and I've had enough, quite frankly.

See ya around. Remember you can PM me or contact me on Skype at xnicolebabes.

Apple out.

deletedalmost 10 years

fundamentally one of the things that bothered me about bieng a mod was that iw as basically site famous (for lack of a better way of explaining), and a bunch of people who id idn't know nor talked to much had opinions on me and would psychologically evaluate me at the earliest convenience. it's really concerning.

deletedalmost 10 years

Leaving mafia games entirely out of my opinion of Carly, she was still a garbage cheater-pandering moderator who did her best to be the glue holding the Vancyon Aristocracy together and I'm not going to pretend she wasn't just because she's sensitive.

deletedalmost 10 years

MeIody says

@Slow we have not talked much. I base this on mod chat and EM forums. If you're a different person in like, person-to-person convos I'd believe it because a lot of people like you. I think you come off as quite insensitive here, but that might be your goal as well.

i don't really get why you have a strong opinion on someone you don't talk to that much.

Sims

almost 10 years

well, 2 people aren't getting compliments.

AsbelLhant

almost 10 years

tumblr did you redirect me from epicmafia???

AsbelLhant

almost 10 years

hahahaha

MeIody

almost 10 years

Oh I forgot about Arcbell, I have been passive aggressive with him, too. Now it is complete.

Sims

almost 10 years

look how nice i am: like this post for a compliment

deletedalmost 10 years

ah damn, sorry guys, i must've come off as a racist. i just don't like colored people that's all.

Steven

almost 10 years

Sonseray, I'm pretty sure if those games that made you start to hate her hadn't occurred, you'd see she's not anything you're saying right now.

Sims

almost 10 years

i'm the nicest person on this website

deletedalmost 10 years

projectmatt says

Caesaropapism says

I don't know Carly as a person and wouldn't claim to.

Great, so your opinion is essentially useless.

Well actually, I'm not talking about carly as a person. I'm talking about how worthless she is as a mafia player, mafia moderator, and mafia forum poster.

deletedalmost 10 years

Giga13 says

sonseray: "i don't know carly as a person." *proceeds to roast her personality*

actually, it's all been related to epicmafia

MeIody

almost 10 years

@Slow we have not talked much. I base this on mod chat and EM forums. If you're a different person in like, person-to-person convos I'd believe it because a lot of people like you. I think you come off as quite insensitive here, but that might be your goal as well.

projectmatt

almost 10 years

Caesaropapism says

I don't know Carly as a person and wouldn't claim to.

Great, so your opinion is essentially useless.

Giga13

almost 10 years

sonseray: "i don't know carly as a person." *proceeds to judge her personality*

MeIody

almost 10 years

As for anyone one other than Justrec and Slow thinking I'm passive aggressive, I must just come off that way because I 100% haven't.

It's out there, folks. It's out there.

deletedalmost 10 years

i didn't really mean to cause drama but apparently i have the midas touch with epicmafia.com threads.

deletedalmost 10 years

I don't know Carly as a person and wouldn't claim to

On Epicmafia though she has disappointed me in basically every area, and I don't see why I should pretend that she's just such a great part of the site when she has done nothing worthwhile and most of the time seems to impede progress rather than expedite it.

deletedalmost 10 years

agree with my beliefs, or leave the thread. it's like a miniature version of christian history.

deletedalmost 10 years

MeIody says

Slow says

yeah carly's been pretty unpleasant and passive aggressive to me multiple times and i don't really understand what i've done to warrant it. but that's me.

I am extremely passive aggressive to you (I admit) like I can't believe you didn't rant to me more in your thread. You went in and out a lot between me being frustrated with you and me trying to accept your attitude towards EM, but I finally just couldn't take your comments so yeah. :P I find you saying misguided (see post above) things often and I really dislike the way you say things to people because they can be very hurtful.

i don't think we've talked more than twice at most.

deletedalmost 10 years

i don't think carly's a bad person based on her epicmafia experiences, nor do i reversely apply that as a good thing for her. i just think she's been sort of snippy to me when i haven't really said much to her.

deletedalmost 10 years

In fact Projectmatt, I think I do.

MeIody

almost 10 years

Slow says

yeah carly's been pretty unpleasant and passive aggressive to me multiple times and i don't really understand what i've done to warrant it. but that's me.

I am extremely passive aggressive to you (I admit) like I can't believe you didn't rant to me more in your thread. You went in and out a lot between me being frustrated with you and me trying to accept your attitude towards EM, but I finally just couldn't take your comments so yeah. :P I find you saying misguided (see post above) things often and I really dislike the way you say things to people because they can be very hurtful.

Giga13

almost 10 years

Caesaropapism says

Carly pretends she's nice

And that's where I stopped reading