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Leaving.

deletedabout 10 years

I think I need to focus on getting better right now because this site has really made me lose myself.

There is just unnecessary bs that occurs here and I don't need it. I shouldn't be bothered by half the things I'm bothered by. It's worn me out completely and I'm tired of it.

I will be on Skype if anyone wants to keep in touch with me. I'm not sure if I'm leaving forever or just for a while, but it'll be for a long while I'm guessing.

It's not worth explaining why I'm leaving because nothing is going to change or be fixed. The site has just plummeted severely and I'm done trying to help when my attempts are not being acknowledged. It's a lost cause. I realize why everyone is quitting now, and I think a lot of users know what I'm talking about when I say this site has made me socially inept.

In short, I've lost myself completely and I just really want to fix things before it's too late.

I will log in and check for messages, posts, etc. for about a week or so, then I assume you won't be seeing much of me for at least six months. Not sure, but I'm going to try to really not come on the site anymore. It's effectively tearing me down and I've had enough, quite frankly.

See ya around. Remember you can PM me or contact me on Skype at xnicolebabes.

Apple out.

Miloo7
about 10 years
Well, this sucks. I love playing games with you even though you don't know how to roleswap, lol.

But seriously, you should come back after some time -I know/hope you will. As I already told you, you should care less about what's happening on EM and just try to have fun on it. Hopefully your life's gonna improve spending less time on EM.
ark
about 10 years
See you next week lol, you picked a good time to leave with the return of shivv, lets hope he does the same lol. :)
Kawaii
about 10 years
good luck apple!
deletedabout 10 years

BiIIStickers says

and nothing of value was lost

TheShane
about 10 years

Happy0wns says

never understood the point of self deleting, why not just leave and leave it as is lol


Not always that simple when you have an account you have invested so much into. When you have nothing to come back to, it lessens the temptation to come back.
Ash0wns
about 10 years
never understood the point of self deleting, why not just leave and leave it as is lol
deletedabout 10 years
Apple we'll miss you. :(( Sorry to see such a great player go.
Orly
about 10 years
Leave. It is the right choice.
TheShane
about 10 years
kyle, you're going to get negged, how dare you.

Honestly, I think that people self deleting don't need threads to say they're leaving, just self delete and move on with life. If you have fond memories of coming back, come back.
kylehlp123
about 10 years
if you want to make a legit effort to actually leave, then forget about this thread
kylehlp123
about 10 years
shouldn't you be gone...
deletedabout 10 years

panthero says

if a website is making you lose yourself then you are absolutely weak and stupid. Nothing on this site should bother you in your real life. If something this small has an effect on you, then you should wonder how you will handle real life problems.


I've already dealt with plenty. I'm just avoiding the trivial stuff I don't have to participate in. Things bother me when they shouldn't, but somehow the big things aren't that big of a deal to me. I'm an odd apple, what can I say? :3
Happyowns
about 10 years
I honestly opened this like "Oh great another fruithead (idk) is saying there leaving agian" Then it turns out to be apple :(, i cry
deletedabout 10 years
bye  
Happyowns
about 10 years
Well I'll miss ya
deletedabout 10 years
lol remember that time pranay cried on EM fan page
deletedabout 10 years
and nothing of value was lost
panthero
about 10 years
if a website is making you lose yourself then you are absolutely weak and stupid. Nothing on this site should bother you in your real life. If something this small has an effect on you, then you should wonder how you will handle real life problems.
Matt12
about 10 years

TheShane says


Matt12 says

No one actually leaves EM. You just take a long hiatus.


You're here forever


I can't die.
TheShane
about 10 years

Matt12 says

No one actually leaves EM. You just take a long hiatus.


You're here forever
Matt12
about 10 years
No one actually leaves EM. You just take a long hiatus.
Sims
about 10 years
sorry to see you go, but there's just one thing that bothered me

"The site has just plummeted severely and I'm done trying to help when my attempts are not being acknowledged."

i know it sucks when your attempts to help go unnoticed, but it's no reason to leave. i think after a while we all get a little fed up with how the site is and we want to fix it, but i dont think that want to help should be a factor if you actually stay on this site or not. occasionally we all feel down when nobody wants or appreciates our help, and that goes for real life too, but you kind of just have to put that aside, because this site isn't about helping people, it's about playing mafia. i'm completely guilty of it too; half the time when i'm not a mod i feel like i have no reason to be here, but playing mafia is as good of a reason as any.

anyway that's just something that bothered me. sorry that you're leaving, and good luck with school, your personal life, and whatever else comes your way.
deletedabout 10 years
why bother writing this its just a game? you can leave anytime you want. seems pretty dramatic for no reason
TheShane
about 10 years
who??