Sir, there are special counseling meetings you can go to in order to stop being trash tier. it's called trash tier anonymous. you've already taken the first step, which is be a noavi.
The reason why I neg bombed you is because you broke my heart by breaking up with me... And for cheating on me with Radiofire90... (∘⁼̴⃙̀˘︷˘⁼̴⃙́∘) (⌯˃̶᷄ ﹏ ˂̶᷄⌯)