in college...my friends cut me off and called me annoying...alone..gay...i dont want to be alive anymore. what are some reasons i shouldnt try to OD again
I'm locking this thread because none of us are professionals and posting on this site isn't going to do much. If you want professional help Reamix had this information:
I got reported for the above comment (LUL) by someone from Main who has clearly never been in a game with OP.
So I'll paste a little bit from my response just to make things a bit more clear:
Negative behavior can make people feel bad, it can drag them down. I was on a game with them and they ended up saying "This is why nobody likes to talk to me in real life" all while spamming things just to make people upset.
I gave him true advice, instead of just saying "there, there".
He could stop being so mean, he could stop treating people disrespectfully and flaming people, and try to be a bit nicer and I can guarantee that he'll feel better.
It works for a lot of other people. My choice of words is just how I talk, but the message itself is very clear that his behavior of wanting to make people feel bad by saying inappropriate things is the reason WHY he feels people don't like him, which is causing him to not like himself.
And trolling aside, this is what actually cured my depression:
Repeating the same lie that "everything is alright" into your head so many times that you believe it and accept your life for what it is worth.
Feel upset that your dream girl broke up with you? Better fking enjoy yourself cuz you wake up every morning and forget your dreams after 5 minutes.
Feel upset that your parents are being d*cks to you? Better wait for that time where you succeed without having to worry about them.
Feel upset that a few friends are starting to bully you? Better tell them they are not your friends and then tell them a bunch of funny jokes to throw them off guard bcuz ur just that fkin funny.
good food good animals sunlight all the flowers ever all the music that hasn't come out yet all the good memories you haven't had yet
I am so sorry you're feeling like you have to kill yourself to get some kind of relief, and I'm sorry people are cruel but there will be so much stuff that happens after you're gone that you won't want to miss. I'm sure there are people who care about you too, and if you continue to live I'm sure you'll make better friends, ones who really love you.
Like everyone else who posted before me please, if it's an emergency and you need to talk to someone, call the suicide hotline: 1-800-273-8255
If talking on the phone isn't something you're comfortable with they also have a chat where you will still get to talk to a real life person: https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/
be your own friend go to a cafe and buy yourself a hot chocolate go to the park and watch the dogs play sit on a bench by the street and watch all the busy people eat an apple live your own life the way YOU want to with your own rules or no rules at all you deserve better friends
Sorry that you are having a hard time. I know its not easy. I agree with ISamEI above that EM isn't the greatest of places to seek advice because of the trolls, but there are some of us that DO care. Life is very much a spooky rollercoaster with all its up's and down's, but do know that although it may not seem like it, you are important, and you are loved. You have been strong enough to see every day since your first OD, and I, along with others, know that you are just as strong to keep going. Things will get better. It may take some time, but it will and you'll look back on this and be happy you didn't go down the wrong path.
All love.
P.S. please don't be afraid to pick up the phone and call one of many help hotlines. I know they may not be the most useful, but I also understand that sometimes its better to talk to a stranger than someone close to you. <3
I almost committed suicide before by trying to dehydrate myself and then eating an entire tube of toothpaste (one of the big tubes, not the travel size ones), and then I realized that I was tired so instead of committing death I just fell asleep and woke up alive as hell.
you okay? idk if epicmafia is a great place for advice it's trite advice but calling 1-800-273-8255 might be good or check out the mental health services on your campus; I'm thinking of going to mine at some point
Those friends were garbage and you will make better friends.
Also the aftermath of suicide sucks for everyone and you'll probably give traumas to people you didn't even know cared about you. Plus funerals are very expensive.
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