feenikss has a long history of hating me, and he did not want me in his game and i did not in mine. i joined a game that he hosted, but no one else was joining to try to talk to him to see if we could patch things up, as we all day had trouble filling even 1 game! i intended to leave the game if it started filling. he left it and i did not follow when he re-hosted

mods hate me and used me trying to be a better person and patching things up with feenikss as a reason to give me a lobby camping vio. lobby camping is a 6month vio that results in ban with a 2nd offense. i should not get a vio for joining one game to try to see if i could make things better for both of us and the site.

while we were told to avoid each other 4.5 months ago, this was because he had a vio for harassing me and i also had this ban on him being around me. as i was the one that was harassed by him, when i am ready to try to patch things up with a guy that harassed me, i have the right to try to do this one time, as i did here.