My favorite movie is called Kikujiro and tbh its not anything super groundbreaking, or even amazing. it's very simple, but to me, it just represents warmth and summer and everything i love about existing here on earth! it made me cry so much the first time i watched it, not because it was emotional, but just because i felt a deep sense of content and warmth, and i've loved it since and probably forever.
i also got to hear a LIVE orchestra performance of my favorite song from the movie and i just started bawling and bawling while the people around me were like 'wat' hehe
thanks for letting me re-experience these small moments!! thanks for doing this whole thread its so wholesome and wonderful! ty
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there was this one time when i was 16 and i first went to a gym. i had to do endure some induction nonsense so i was only using machine weights, very little physical exertion at all, but for some reason after the session i felt incredible, like all my troubles and worries had suddenly dissipated. just no anxiety whatsoever, unbridled joy and energy that i could only describe as true peace.
i have no idea what provoked it - as i said i barely even broke a sweat, but man. if i could somehow tap into that one day 4 years ago then maybe life could be a little more worthwhile.
Well, when I was 13 I didn't really think I'd make it to 20, and I didn't really have any goals or long terms ambitions. I suppose my education which was computer/technology orientated was going to take me down that route, but I turned my back on further education. In terms of general ambitions going forward that I remember as a kid, I wanted to look after my Mum to the best of my ability even though things between us were tough as I grew up... but I can't think of a time where I haven't said I love her in a space of two days of something.
Ouma piaar
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oh i thought i answered them, there is nothing good about me : )
The orb's interactions are based on the energy of the beings around it. Love will not offer itself until it is ready to be received and given. So some people might still be becoming the person who is capable of love and so the orb does not interact with that person. It assesses, "Not now, not yet." If a person carries hate in any amount towards anyone or anything, the orb does interact with that person. When a person is ready to receive and give love, the orb extends a part of itself like arm an without a hand and covers the person in a thin protective film of its same material. The orb will always do this when a person loses and finds their way. If a person walking past is already covered, there is an exchange of sorts that happens. The energy covering that person goes back to the orb and they are covered anew if the person is working towards maintaining and growing love. When they do not, the covering dries, cracks, and falls off. Love is absolute energy to me and this is what the experience of it looks like to me and what the relationship/process we have to it feels like.
So LMFAO please stay with me on this But when I imagine love as a physical object it's at a large gelatinous orb that's floating about half foot off the ground. Its a light transparent royal purple color because I think royal purple is a better representative color of love as it is very soothing. The orb is not perfectly spherical, and is longer than it is wide but not much. It is very large. A few feet wide and taller than most people who pass by it. The surface of it is very much like that of a river with a low current in that it is in constant motion while staying in the same place, and it rises and falls in different places; the orb is very much alive. It is not sentient. It is not aware of itself or its surroundings in the way that we are. And it interacts directly with beings. In particular when I'm imagining it, it is interacting with humans on the street in a 4 corner intersection somewhere in the city I was raised in by the hospital near where I grew up. Or at least it is very similar to this place. It is on the sidewalk too. Near but not quite at the crosswalk.
This is like infinitely better than what I had in mind actually. This is so beautiful.
Have you ever watched something (movie/television episode/documentary/clip/music vid/whatever) that deeply moved you? What was it and how did it make you feel when you first watched it?
Is there a person or group of people in your life that you feel most relaxed and yourself around? What are they like? How did you meet them? Wjat kind of environment do you create together?
Tell me about your first true friend How did you meet them? How did you guys connect? Are you still in touch? What is/was your favorite thing about them?
I'm not quite sure how to answer this question because the first thing that comes to mind is technically physical but I can see how it can be argued that love can't be it. But to me love is a sunset. It sounds lame but hear me out. It's after it has almost faded, where the sky is that mix of periwinkle and pale pink, before the blue begins to settle. It does nothing but exists and it only interacts with the sky it inhabits. It is natural and beautiful. And sometimes you might go days without seeing it but that doesn't mean it isn't still there.
reverse AMA
