rich kids who don't talk about money can be ok but if you're a rich kid and you talk about money you're confirming all the biases people have against you
This doesn't apply to me. I'm good at attracting girls. My problem is that I fall in love with one and she kills herself, and then I spend the next 7 years having empty casual sex until I finally find one I think is worth building a life for, and it turns out she's in it for the empty casual sex, and I would assume it will go so on and so forth for me, with lots of sex but no connection, and ultimately isn't that worse?
That exactly applies to you. There will be no retribution for what happened to you. What you're doing on these forums is sad and beneath you. Try holding yourself to the standards you hold for others and make the changes necessary for this to occur. It's clear you don't really respect yourself but that shouldn't turn into disdain for other.
I'm a bit concerned about this negative tone that I'm seeing in your posts these days. I can appreciate where your uncertainty stems from and you have reason to question your anxieties and how disillusioned you feel, as well as feeling skeptical about who you believe you can trust. But that attitude will just hold you back in this life, and you're going to continue to feel alienated.
This was a good rollercoaster of a read. It went from pathetic, to amusing, to creepy, to pathetic, to even more pathetic, to back to amusing yet again.
It probably doesn't matter how successful you are in life because this isn't real society, it's a mafia website. If you're either tearing down others for their romantic choices or defending your irl success to seek validation from internet strangers, you're probably using the website wrong. Just my condescending 2 cents.