about 8 years

Where my drug addicts at?...

This is a topic where that:

  • drugs shall not be glorified
  • give your story and how/why you became/want to become sober (what motivated you?)
  • we encourage others
  • talk about why substances can not controll us
  • share coping skills
  • ect.

MY TWO CENTS:

I never really considered myself to be a drug addict, denial was a huge hurtle that I had to face. I still can't say I have even conquered denial yet. The mind is a absolutely crazy thing, truly our actions are puppets of our true selves. I feel like I buried my true self alive years ago. I still feel as if a last hurrah is in my future, and even though I know how that will end..its literally crazy I still think I am in control.

> Addiction is slavery

As of today, I'm 7 days off the beast they call heroin. This drug truly taught me what it was to be a slave to yourself, if that makes sense. The things I have put myself/other through to make myself "HAPPY" with heroin were shallow/selfish/unforgivable/ and disgusting. After 7 days, I can say most of the withdrawls are over..I have not slept in a whole week though..that really sucks. Opiates are not a joke.

I'm going to cut this short, maybe I'll expand on my thoughts later. Thanks folk..peace luv

>We can not let these substances control our lives.

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Congratulations on 7 days clean :) Every day counts
about 8 years
this was really heartwarming to see, keep it up brother
about 8 years
about 2 months of daily use. not long man, and it broke me and made my azz dependent. its also crazy how fast the two months went by tho..just seems like a flash. when your on h you just don't care about time. I messed around with it before, but never went crazy with it until recently.
deletedabout 8 years
how long you been on H for
about 8 years
definitely bro, I always feel so much better about something when I put it down on paper or type out my thoughts. Maybe not the best place to share, but better than nothing. What else are forums for, :P?
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Rutab says

More power to you D3x but this is a REALLY bad place to discuss this stuff


nah, i'm glad you're using this website to vent about sh*t like that, it's a pretty good way to cope with the negative psychological effects of what you're going through.
deletedabout 8 years
Keep fighting the good fight, D3x.
about 8 years
good job on trying to kick that stuff dude, a lot of people don't open up abot addictions so that's very commendable of you.

those drugs only have negative affects, in your life and your relationships so it's good that you're off it .


also don't ever be ashamed to tell your story cus it could potentially stop someone from ever touching that sh*t
about 8 years
Also congratulations on your journey to becoming clean! Hope that you have the love and support you need offline as well.
about 8 years
>Addiction is slavery.

You best delete this.
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psycho says

I'm addicted to love.


i confirm it
deletedabout 8 years
I'm addicted to love.
about 8 years
More power to you D3x but this is a REALLY bad place to discuss this stuff