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Addiction

D3xTr0m3th0rph4n
about 8 years

Where my drug addicts at?...

This is a topic where that:

  • drugs shall not be glorified
  • give your story and how/why you became/want to become sober (what motivated you?)
  • we encourage others
  • talk about why substances can not controll us
  • share coping skills
  • ect.

MY TWO CENTS:

I never really considered myself to be a drug addict, denial was a huge hurtle that I had to face. I still can't say I have even conquered denial yet. The mind is a absolutely crazy thing, truly our actions are puppets of our true selves. I feel like I buried my true self alive years ago. I still feel as if a last hurrah is in my future, and even though I know how that will end..its literally crazy I still think I am in control.

> Addiction is slavery

As of today, I'm 7 days off the beast they call heroin. This drug truly taught me what it was to be a slave to yourself, if that makes sense. The things I have put myself/other through to make myself "HAPPY" with heroin were shallow/selfish/unforgivable/ and disgusting. After 7 days, I can say most of the withdrawls are over..I have not slept in a whole week though..that really sucks. Opiates are not a joke.

I'm going to cut this short, maybe I'll expand on my thoughts later. Thanks folk..peace luv

>We can not let these substances control our lives.

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mazbi says

im addicted to being rtarded, help


same
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im addicted to being rtarded, help
Mhmmmm
about 8 years
I inject 0.1 mg of speed into my system every day to become superhuman.
Katie
about 8 years
best of luck with your interview dude, if you get the job i hope you can find a strong network there that can help you transition so it isn't too much for you to handle all at once
D3xTr0m3th0rph4n
about 8 years
Meh, im doing okay. Going to a job interview tomarrow, where if i get the job i'll be working 12-16 hours a day. So thats pretty cool, won't have the time to be f*ckin around. Kinda scary tho because cash is obviously a vice lol.
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hope all is well d3x
D3xTr0m3th0rph4n
about 8 years
thanks yall,. enjoyed comming back and reading some of this
Hunt
about 8 years
not me
thecolonel
about 8 years
12 step programs and rehab centers usually have really bad success rates. AA is something like 5% and rehab centers won't release their stats. People don't understand addiction. This book is probably the best resource for staying sober https://www.amazon.com/Breaking-Addiction-7-Step-Handbook-Ending/dp/0061987395/
Devante
about 8 years

LeMeJoe says

I think society today romanticizes drugs.

I might get for this, but *COUGH* WEED *COUGH*


pretty sure our generation is a lot less into hard drugs as say our parents, who were for the most part doing sh*t like pcp & quaaludes(s/o bill cosby)
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LeMeJoe says

I think society today romanticizes drugs.

I might get for this, but *COUGH* WEED *COUGH*


whast this even mean? people like drugs? did people not like drugs before this current generation? is like drugs a new thing? have you been alive long enough to *really* say that nobody liked drugs before now?
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i want to sex the weed
LeMeJoe
about 8 years
I think society today romanticizes drugs.

I might get for this, but *COUGH* WEED *COUGH*
deletedabout 8 years
im getting a headache just looking at taht, holy shiz
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i think i have a problem guys

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im addicted to suppositories
Endorphins
about 8 years

Peta says


Endorphins says

I drink a 6 pack atleast a day and usually a 24 + on the weekend.


That's really awful, dude.


Thanks, man.
Satan
about 8 years

Peta says

Cigarettes are badass.


wanna smoke some cigarettes on my stoop
Peta
about 8 years

Endorphins says

I drink a 6 pack atleast a day and usually a 24 + on the weekend.


That's really awful, dude.
Peta
about 8 years
Cigarettes are badass.
Endorphins
about 8 years
I drink a 6 pack atleast a day and usually a 24 + on the weekend.
Sonrio
about 8 years
I mean i drink but its not like smoking or getting high thats just regular for a party..im just scared of anything else
jack
about 8 years

Sonrio says

I'm scared to touch anything because I was raised like it but I also want to try stuff at least once. But I'm afraid...


speaking as someone who was raised the exact same way, it's ok to try these things when you're older. i drank for the first time when i was 18, i love getting drunk now. i didn't try weed until last spring, i love getting high now. but you should only do what you're comfortable with, even if it's a new step. don't be afraid to take as much time as you need to figure out if it's for you
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never done anything but drink and smoke weed, but i smoke weed alone cause its the perfect thing to do alone. never drink alone tho like wtf
Endorphins
about 8 years
one time I did a half ball in under 15 mins.