Epicmafia

over 8 years

>you're not a weeaboo
lol

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AdrenalineMime says

do me (:)

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You're a giant ? amongst a lot of the people here. All I know about you is that you can be really funny when you want to. You kinda remind me of bumpers in some sense, only that you're not a weeaboo. You're someone I feel like who doesn't struggle with the fact you're here for undisclosed reasons, and only because you want to. I think if I had to give you a personality trait it would be consistent, just like your modding. Sure, DrJack bended you over but you were prompt with your decisions and tried to explain yourself accordingly. Secretly ace mod that nobody appreciates because you were so good at looking like you were doing nothing the whole time. That's pretty much your presence on this website.

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Tatami says

My post isn't "You aren't entitled to your opinion" but rather "If these are the opinions on Connor, perhaps he's right to throw them in the garbage"

Should also note he took Retti's very seriously-just not the unsolicited ones that came after.

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Empire now is different from empire today. I'd have plenty of reservations if you were still how you were back in 2011. I honestly feel like I have 0 advice to give you at this point, and you've setlled in your own niche. I think that before you were obsessed with the idea of being a top player but never could reach your standards, but now you just seem like you're here for simple reasons such as enjoying mafia and trolling on the forums. I know next to nothing about your personal status right now aside from you being in college and being mostly successful. Not a lot I can tell you aside from not to be like me and procrastinate last minute on all your assignments. I think personality-wise you're sharp as a tack and I appreciate your forthright attitude with people.

Sonrio

over 8 years

trutab

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Retti says

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Almost spot on. The only thing I'd say is incorrect is the new gimmick I have now. This was actually just used as a secret alt for a while because all I wanted to do was show off my new taste in music. Every other one from the cow to before this one, I'd agree. I gave up on the leaving and coming back thing, because I truly believed I could stop. I'd eventually get bored again, though, and come back here. Sometimes I come back here when I'm sad because I can also not be sad here, which is when I end up snapping at someone (like Jeff the other day). Yeah, I have an attention thing, and I think it comes from the lack of attention IRL before the last couple years. The Internet was my place to make friends since I was bad at it IRL. Certainly things are better but I can't shake the Internet off of me either.

I like to think of myself as a good person, and I think I am for the most part. I just have to work on that on the Internet, because I'm pretty nice IRL. The anonymous part of the Internet makes me not care as much, which is bad.

Also, you weren't really mean. I appreciate your honesty. Hopefully I can work on letting all this go and maybe you'll meet the "true" rutab (trutab??) that you want to see, haha.

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it's been some time, retti. i would like to hear it though

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ChilledOut says

Maybe I took what you said the wrong way then. Apologies.

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I think what I'm about to say might be a bit mean so I apologize, but this is the brutal honesty thread. I think that you try too hard to reinvent yourself, and it just seems a bit disingenuous. I think you've become too absorbed in the idea of a forum personality that you've desperately tried to become one, and when it doesn't work you go back to the drawing board. This example being your recent iteration as ChilledOut, which is a pretty interesting take but I fail to understand how you've suddenly 'changed.' I don't understand your obsession with changing yourself. The cow was fine. Who cares if a couple of people don't like you? In general, you seem like a person who cares way too much about what others think, and then you fail at pretending that you don't. I've seen too many times where you say you're leaving or you're done just for you to come back. It feels like a grasp for attention. It's not a good way of living life, and I think you should just be true to yourself. That's the type of Rutab I like to see.

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yoyo200900 says

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Gonna skip you because I'd just be grasping at straws. You seem like a funny dude with a twisted sense of humor.

debaser says

upset I was late for this

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Basil. My man. I think you got yourself figured out a tee, it's just a matter of following through on what's going in your head. Back when you were Jackhammer I think you were trying to find a place on this website, but you were always humble about it. That's something I've really liked about you, you just have a down to earth feel about you. It's really cool you got into music too and I feel like you relate to what you're listening to and take a lot of sentimental value out of it, which I assume helps. I just think you're an incredibly solid dude, and that even hanging with you for a moment was nice. You have a good vibe about you and just come off as really approachable. I'd give no other advice other than to not let yourself get discouraged so easily. I think that even if it was just Mafia, you tend to feel that way and doubt yourself, and I think that makes you a bit meek. Definitely not a bad trait either but confidence goes a long ways.

Escurai

over 8 years

aw so kind :)

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billstickers please let me evaluate your stretched poo tunnel, i see you lurking

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Escurai says

posty post

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Huh. Not a clue. If I had to make observation I'd say that you've overcome a lot of struggle with yourself and you feel a bit more normalized as of late. I can only make judgment based on postings and even profiles if I haven't had a full conversation with someone, so giving an opinion in that regard is hard. I will say that you seem like a kind person, someone who values the friends you do make. I think you have less of an issue than others do when it comes to this website, where you could just up and leave whenever you wanted to.

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Miki says

post

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We haven't talked face to face in a while and I don't know what exactly your opinion is of me compared to then and now but oh well. I think that you mean well in almost everything you do, you're just really guarded towards your opinions. I think you have a tendency to coax your feelings with sarcastic undertones, but when you're really mad about something you make it apparent how angry you are; I think your emotions tend to get in the way of your judgment. You have a really playful side I think is good for connor because he can tend to be a bit of a grouch. I don't have anything in particular to comment about aside from that.