thanks for the comments, retti. like empire i've grown up a lot since i first came on here, and one of the things that i've learned to do is open up to people more rather than just "post oneliners all the time" (as someone once said).
Say what you will, but if you make me mad I am going to troll you so hard.
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Just destroy me lol.
Nah. No need. I don't know where mindful was getting that we're alike or everyone else, because I think you're a lot more raw than me. I think you're pretty good at making your emotions clear and not afraid to show them, meanwhile I'm way more reserved. I won't talk about what demons you're facing because I don't know enough but somehow you ended yourself on a boat which is pretty crazy to think about. I think things will turn up for you eventually even if you're quite literally just looking for land, lol. Also, dazel da freak is better than da zelda freak. Can't believe that man, it was a lie the whole time.
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hey there
I've only talked to you more as of late but I enjoyed the conversations. I appreciate your mentality towards people because it's the same as mine, even if I think we handle things differently. I think that you tend to let yourself get burned out on people too easily and then you don't know what to do. You just need time with yourself, but others aren't very good at getting your subtle hints. I think that's a bit of a problem with yourself and that you possibly figure that saying nothing is a good option, which in turn is fine but others might take it harshly. Basically I believe you have a hard time giving your all in relationships unless you really feel it, otherwise they just turn stale and you lose interest. That is again kinda the same with me, but this isn't an opinion about myself. I think you have a bit of a mean/judgmental side that you don't show because you're really silent about it, but that's about it. Basically, typical girl problems. Harry would know what I'm talking about.
this tickled my ego far more than anticipated, thanks buddy
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D:
Another person who I think has found his niche. I think that you cultivated the whole anime boy aesthetic but it worked out for you. I think a couple of months or maybe years back you were just doing it to please a certain someone but then you actually started to watch anime and get into the things you were just making up for appearances, which is good. That in turn was one thing I was critical of you from the start, that your whole look was fabricated. I don't think that much now and I just believe you're comfortable with yourself even if you chose to just stick with popular fads. You're definitely a chad at heart though.
I really appreciate your comments but I think you have one thing wrong.
I am more obsessed now with being a top player than at any point prior. It's just that the only evaluation of my play that matters to me is my own. Should also note that my competitiveness isn't intended for use in mafia, though, it's just an area to practice.
Other than that, I really, truly appreciate this-you've seen me grow a lot, starting from when I was 14 to now when I am 20. Some of this was painfully public, a lot of it was tangible but hidden. It means a lot to have you acknowledge that growth, so thank you.
A long time ago, I made a thread with evaluations, and I gave a very harsh one for you, calling you essentially a door mat at times. You were so much more than that then, but that is something that I would never describe you as now. You are a lot more thoughtful and mature, and less concerned with the peer pressure that always seemed to me to bother you before. I hope you're doing as well in person as you are here, too.