After a certain amount of time passes, no one cares that you did bad things on Epicmafia. I'm living proof of that. Confess your old sins.
If you'd like to confess anonymously, you can PM father Arcbell with your sins, and I will in turn post to this thread with no name attached. I have sworn a holy oath to keep these confessions from judging eyes.
Sirius, I never actually knew if you were being serious when you said you were crying and in tears, because it wasn't too long later that you and Shivv were troll posting about his death before it was public information tat he was alive.
I submitted a truly genuine side to myself in that thread, and that isn't really something I ever do on EM. I felt like an idiot afterwards, but instead of putting my energy into hating him for it, I just tried to understand what was going on for him to have done it. Obviously this is something I explained yesterday in that opinion thread, but I don't necessarily think the people who thought it was real exploited him. It was a tragedy and a lot of people's emotions were running extremely high.
i can't believe people would actually exploit joshuas suicide when they thought it was real, like, i exploited it because i always knew it was fake but that's my own excuse.
i also wished a terminal illness on vilden because of his accusation of it being fake, so we all know i can lie with no empathy now
some people actually lied about NICE things josh did in that suicide thread. it was really bad, like, "josh sent me a secret santa gift" "josh talked me out of suicide" first of all he doesnt even care about you and those convos never happened please stop
I've been on the internet for 18 years and I've never seen a site quite like EM. As I said in the opinion thread, it really is just one big dysfunctional family. Everyone knows everyone's business, we have the most outrageously complicated politics at times, people get jealous and territorial over the dumbest things, and no one seems to be able to get away from it. Even my friends who have self deleted or locked out still give me updates on what they see on EM, except for thebrontosaurus and Carly.
yeah me and josh always figured you lied about being creeped lmao.. i mean seriously im sure you couldve pulled off feigning interest but its obv u werent
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as soon as i told eritas he was like "LOL NO HE ISN'T GARY IS TROLLING YOU."
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i was the only one who called troll on the suicide but all u fckers are dumb and brought me down with u
after i blocked him but before the suicide there was this thread where people were circlejerking how much of a terrible creep he is and i chimed in and lied about the contents of our conversations and said he totally creeped me out when in reality i thought he was great. but i lied because i wanted to fit in and be like the cool kids and then i got a message sent to me from an account named Aura which just contained skype logs of me and him and i shriveled up and died
