This is one of the easier ones, I don't know what you were expecting but I'll give you what I've got. My first ever time hearing your name was being told "horror" stories by data/gingie/tay when she was scaring me about first time modding about how index was demodded due to you abusing hard on his account and how you were both the worst thing ever. I never actually had any interaction with you till arcbell period at which we didnt even speak I just know arcbell took you on his side during his fuqing stupid period of doing controversial stuff for the sake of it before melting down and attacking the community lol. So that as well didn't leave a great impact of your character on me. Since then though I havent really noticed your impact on the site at all so you really can't be as bad as you've been made out to be. So take that all as you will but you and I both know, we have never had a one to one conversation ever so I don't know what you wanted.
Like peach your contact was through harry and we haven't really had much one to one interaction so this is a bit harder. Honestly until this thread I didn't know you as this username in the chat I just knew you were Jill and never who you actually were. I really sympathize with you working at starbuck as after 2 weeks working at costa became hell and this stage of life is stressful as I've been there and even with no actual problems it was hell. But you seem like the kind of person to get through it and acheive your goals. I too also have the urge to murder people after a shyt day so we shate that in common. There was more i wanted to say but my drunkeness is starting to overtake me so I'm sorry.
The first time speaking to you was via harry and I compared you a lot to Hima on my opinions based on the chat. Seeing as now things have compeletly changed I will try my best but as this is drunk opinons you will have to forgive me. I thought you were a cool person based on the chat and despite my joking you were a good mod and I feel you modded the perfect amount of time and stepped down at the right time. I think you are a cool and interesting person and despite what your personal situation is, you are a really solid person and will do well in life in all aspects.
Okay so im 99% sure you're obama/romeo but seeing as I'm drunk let me know you're not instantly and I'll delete this. My first experience of you was actually through katie and jasper talking about you from thier experience of you and "irrelevant" you were made out to be a rednose/weareking kind of character and I mostly wrote you off as that kind of person for a long time. Eventually though you were friends with togepi during the period I started talking to her as everyone does to anyone who is admined. I took a shining to you and enjoyed both your moderation style and humour and feel you made quite a memorable mod in my opinion. I feel you are someone I would get on with and that you have a good understanding of the site.
You were one of the first people I got close to on the site, shortly after ekate. Em was the first time I'd actually interacted with people online despite lurking multiple sites prior and along with katie you were one of the earlier people I connected with from that period. At the start of me studying at uni I had a connection with you and really grasped onto that because I felt so far away from home, friends and felt alone and realized that my connection with em hadn't changed with distance and latched onto that. Very soon after that I ended up being modded due to Tay and ended up edating her and we never really ended up being as close as a result. When you asked me to unban you during my period under arcbell I didnt believe the accusations and it came as a shock when they were true. I don't know how I feel about you now as we drifted during my first period and during my second period you shocked me with someone who is a massive tool but I knew you during my favourite period on the site so that should say something.
You and jasper are the 2 people on this site that this would be too long to write, luckily it's only you and i am going to cut this down massively as there is a stupid amount to say. You are one of the first people I ever made friends with on this site, the fact i was friends with you on this site before I introduced jasper, jack and dan to it really says something especially how things turned out. My fondest memories of this site are during periods when you and jasper were active in 2012, disregarding my 2012 circle jerk the most fun I had on the site was with you and jasper by far. Out mumu chats were the most memorable thing for me on this entire site mainly because as you now very well know I fuking love my own musical tastes and forcing them down everyone elses throats. When I first met you, you were really quiet which shocked me in comparision to your online persona but over time meeting you irl you have gotten a lot more talkative and I've had some great nights in falmouth with you and jasper or you and jack. When I get back to the UK I am going to make an effort to hang out seeing as you are now in london and I will be homeless due to taking on a 2nd contract. I'm going to stop this here because I'm not going to write an essay, also you're gay. Also jasper I know you're reading this so I expect to fuking see you when I get back for my 1-2 month holiday. ;)
My main opinion of you comes from my training era around 2012, when we both used to play STID and gamethrow and watch people who expected claims in SITD rage, I loved that and really enjoyed playing games with you. But on a more personal level I feel that I connected with you a lot more than a lot of those people I regularly played with during that era. You activity has been so on and off since then that an opinoin to form during that period to now is hard. But as a moderator I feel that you were pretty average, you were modded at a good time, but the amount of times you quit and come back wasn't great and the team you were on had a lot of poeple who really shined so it was a lot harder to get a handle on where you really were. I also feel you share the same trait with vancy of letting things both on and off site get to you a lot more than they should, I am also guilty of this so I know how it feels. From what I last heard you are doing a lot better at uni and I was in that situation as I told you, I believe in you and think you are going to do great.
I'm going to start this off by telling you I have no idea how I feel about you at the moment. When I first knew you was when I was "training famous", I used to group you with appleofmyeye and fruitoftheloom in my head but all 3 of you took such drastically different paths em wise that the inital judgment feels pretty short sighted. I wasn't here for when you initally modded but from other people I had been told it wasn't great. The next actual inteaction we had was when I was admined and then training owner, as stated with satan you were one of the people who wanted to be on my new team, but once learning that it wasnt going to happen you stopped being really positive towards me and stopped talking to me. One thing I disliked but I could see where you were coming from as I've considered it recently was testing presedence to ensure that it wasn't abusable, you would really take the wording and try and tear it apart to ensure that nobody else could, such as abc. Finally from that era the whole round with bluefish wasn't plesant from my side and the whole harry situation was a f*ckfest that I took no part in too stay unbaised as it's one of my main concerns as a mod. I have no hate for you but in my time moderating you have rivaled prany in amount of extra attention needed. I feel though the site really hasn't treated you well and you didn't deserve a lot of the things that happened to you, we have spoken recently but it has been nothing like when i was dating rwf and I was in chats with you.
My first experience with you was you winning Silver the round that both you and I know I should have gone gold, but even lossing that I still didn't feel any malice towards you which I was suprised but I feel it's because I found you so likeable. Over the years you have proven to me that you have trusted me completely, during the day I was admined and I was freaking out, you were litterally one of the only people on the site other than rwf who was supporting me for ultirior motives, and vancy who I had modded with before who believed in me. You have always been a great person towards me and I feel that you are very easy to get on with. Although I feel that you spent too long moderating, but that is way in the past and my worrys were about the amount of time you were investing in the site as opposed to what you were getting back from it. You are one of the players I know that no matter what point i log in, year wise I can message you and get something positive back.
I made this thread with 100% intention to be honest so I will keep to it. When Jasper was admined I warned Vancy and Jasper it might off lucid trying to admin someone behind his back and lucid didn't care at all and it's how we eneded up with someone who had been blocked for 2 years modded by me to prove a point becoming admin of the site. I joked about being modded with him which he didn't like as he thought I wouldn't take it seriously, and eventually I convinvced him to mod me and he was right I didn't take it seriously. I wasn't very fond of a big part of that team but mainly it was because I felt that a lot of the users didn't have the relevant experience or site knowledge, at the time I grouped you with a lot of them. I feel everyone lucked out as that was one of the quietest periods of the site ever and jasper would freak out about very basic complaint threads where as the community seemed to accept anything. I felt annoyed that I had to talk to retti externally from mod chat to get real decisions made. When you were first admined I felt like it was no real change and that the team would go on as it had, before long arcbell was unbanned and you quit and I felt it was your exit route from not actually wanting to be admin. But then coming back as admin last time you completely changed my mind, I felt you handled that team really well and made some really well made decisions. Also actually speaking to you I feel that you are actually a pretty cool person and harry and a lot of people are actually justified in caring about your opinion and have reasoning for holding you in such high regard.
So it's finally your go, I would just (sun) but I'll be nice. So we have both gotten to know each other very recenty but honestly I've been on the site for 4 years and in the very short amount of time I've known you, you have managed to leave an impression on me. You are a lot more memorable than a lot of the people I've spoken to on the site during different periods, whether it just be (sun) or satan but I enjoy playing games with you. You remind me a lot of people I knew in my first ever circlejerk on em which I really enjoyed. Also your hamster and love of hamsters really resonates with me because pets are the best thing ever especially small ones.
So you've been here a hell of a lot longer than me and honestly I don't know if thats a good thing. We both know that at no point have we ever been close as I've never had you on skype, nor have we ever had proper one to one conversations. My memory of initial interactions with you were when you were asking to be modded when I was under laexio, then after that it was when you were practially begging me like half of the training userbase to be modded because i was hintining at making a new team for training seperate from arcbells. Which we all know ended in lucid removing me completely and making bronto training owner. lol, I know eKatie likes you and gets on with you and you are a pretty well known member of the community so you can't be that horrible otherwise you would be a joke. So honestly based on em interaction we haven't had that much but based on other peoples opinons you can't be that bad.
