Okay so as stated I won't have much, there was a point where I saw you skillz and devante as very similar which as stated before with apple, fruit and lolwot it was a very skim judgement. I got a better idea of devante and skillz real personalities and basic common sense a lot earlier than yours. I really got to know you in the +60 person anti Connor chat and within that chat I really learnt that you knew what you were talking about and were actually a decent guy. So really from the very short time I've actually spoken to you, you have more than exceeded my expectations of you and I think you are a welcome member of the community in my eyes. :)
By the time I had quit em after breaking up with rwf and come back we were on actually good terms and since then we have been. I really enjoy the terms we are on now because I understand your opinion on people can change over time so to still be friendly with you over a year later is something I really enjoy. Because upon talking with you further I actually think you are a really cool and interesting person, I think your heritige is really intersting. Before I never got why so many people got on with you but I really understand it now and feel you share the trait with harry that you are quick to judge but easy to connect with.
So I'm a pretty bad kinda drunk atm but I will see how this goes. I had no idea who you were until tay got me modded which as stated prior was a peace token for lucid. From very early on you did not like me whether it was my em background or my personality I am unsure. Tay ensured me that mod voting was a solid thing and transparant but then very clearly after counting votes it became clear that at least 50% of people on the team lied to me about who they voted. As you know i tried to get jasper modded for the longest time and you were against it. To be fair I agree my period as a mod during laexio was terrible, I was tay's b*** but that says more about her than me as I was a new mod with only once source of what was wrong or right, I was too scared to do gold hearts due to her influence. After stepping down and lossing her influence I decided to grow a spine and suddenly got it and what was wrong and right. I then came to you after about 6 months of being confident I could do a lot better and you were not at all interested, it caused me to give up hope and quit again. I then came back and tried the same thing and ended up admin to which you were not happy about, a mixture of not wanting to upset josh who i wanted to get to know and mika and rada who I liked and tay literally telling me I was "mentally unstable" and not suited for the job, I pused out which to this day I "regret". It was a while before I had contact with you again and it was party games and we bonded over drama about arcbell and site stuff generally, we were on the same side and I think we tolerated each other more and more.
This is one of the ones ive had the most to say about in the thread related to the site other than eKatie. You were remodded at the same time I was modded, I realized at a later point this was a tactical decision from the team to appease lucid as he disliked you but loved training so co modding you with the first ever "training mod" would make him less likely to be mad. You were one of the few people on the laxeio team i felt i got on with whether that was to do with tays fear mongering not extending to you or what but I enjoyed being on a team with you. The next experience with you was being your replacement when rwf "assasinated" you. One of the main things i was so worried about on that day was that you, josh and rada would hate me for it despite me being compeletly unware of what was going to happen. I caved in and quit, josh ended up disliking me for completely different reasons ironically. During my time modding under arcbell you were really reasonable and also a great source of information, I feel honestly me, you, arcbell and rwf are equally to blame with how things played out and adsense which looking back on is hilarious and I knida of wish stuck. I think you are an interesting person and of the circles and postion you were in suprisingly i never hated you whilst hating a lot of people in similar circles and positions to you. You were a great mod during all periods I was present for and I feel you are actually one of the better mafia players I never knew as well.
I got to know you through sitd very early on in my time on the site, potentially before I was a mod. You were a no avi so I assumed you were a new player at a later date I found out you were a vet and at an even later date I found out you were a mod. Honestly I fuqing love your rl name and you have always been so cool to me at every point I've used the site. The fact you are doing a PhD in a real subject blows my mind because I just assume everyone who sticks with this site is massive losers who have failed at life, which is true in a lot of cases, but you are the ultimate outlier and I respect you for it. Keep being cool. :)
My first interaction with you was tay complaining that you were stealing alex's attention from her. lol. But real talk i have been in a lot of chats with you John and I love being in chats with you because you come out with the best stuff. You're music taste is objecitvely a lot better than mine and i am forever greatful for you giving me and invite to a certain site. I will suck ur member whenever. <3 You are also one of the best mods the site has had. ;)
You are one of the more annoying people I've encountered on this site. Both you and Caro were of no consiquence to me but you both took a stance which acintris took and 2 years later she sent me an apology pm afterwards which neither of you have. lol. Either way I was the only person doing cheating invs the time Caroline and Amish cheated but the more important was the amount of games i read with you related to both that and a previous where a person was clearly throwing for your friend group but I deided was him soley and you guys werent aware of yet you both still took a similar stance. Me letting off the Caro/amish thing was purely to spite arcbell but bit me in the so it's my own fault. I felt a lot of your comments were really unessesary on reports and annoyed me immensley. You can't have been that bad a mod because nobody has complained about you so well done for being average at that. That is my honest opinion take it as you will.
