ian, you are like my adopted little brother that i found on the street. i really enjoyed playing mafia with you before you were actually invested in the site in any capacity and genuinely feel bad that i had some part in introducing you to modding. you’re really closed off but i can sense you’ve got some personal demons that you seem to be struggling with, this goes along with certain judgements you make in the heat of the moment without really thinking. your heart is in the right place and, surprisingly, you’re one of the most sane people on this site. i’m not sure why you’re so self depreciating though, i don’t think you have any reason to be. you’re a good guy and i hope you find success in being a doctor or a drug dealer whatever the fk you’re trying to do.
