alright post here or PM me and i'll give u the name of someone to do an opinion of, but this time you actually say who ya got. more drama and all that ^__^
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just found this, thank you.
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Anna is one of my favourite EM users. I have no interest in this thread for what it is, but I will say that.
aaaaaah I’ve always really admired you so much!! firstly i think you’re one of the most kindest and genially nice people I’ve had the pleasure of meeting,and i don’t think i know anyone who thinks negatively of you?? honestly you’re like a little princess to me. princess !!
i remember when i first you know got in the community you were always super helpful to me and u gave me a lot of tips and tricks and you were just so nice to me even though i was a lil bug back then;; i also remember playing lots of fancy pants with u and all of those people who used to do it and u were really kind and always said hi to me
also i think ur the man reason I’m so into love live nowadays. it was really just because u are so passionate and its so cute tbh to see u gush and gush and i went ‘wow if someone really really loves this i should try it out’ aND I LOVE IT UR A STAR CHAN
i also really want to get closer to u ;v; but like i said above with bence its just really I’m shy and bad at starting up conversations;; but i really admire u and i love u lots and I’m so excited for when u and meet up !!
omfg these are so long im so sorry,, can i have a few more? =D
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*points to this * angel
but in all seriousness, you are a true angel. you’ve always been there for me and you’re always really caring, sometimes maybe a bit TOO caring because i DO get 8 hours of sleep ok!! you’ve always been such a wonderful and very very funny and intelligent and can always make me smile. i remember when i first got on the site i remember seeing you with your little cute cat avi and i had this weird friend-crush like. i wanna be friends with this person!! haha i think maybe you thought i was really weird, but you took a break soon after i started really getting involved with the community.
then you came back and i remember that i gushed so much like ‘welcome back welcome back you’re so wonderful hi hi hi’ and i really thought i was overbearing but then soon afterwards we really started to talk. i think even back then in the spring i just had this instinct that i would like you. tbh i think you and i share a lot of the same music taste, even though mine is absolutely waaaayyy worse than yours. one thing that i find really cool is that i used to have a similar aesthetic to yours =) i appreciate all the little things you say and all of your witty remarks =‘)
if there’s one thing that i regret, is how shy i am and bad i am at keeping up conversations. i feel like if i knew you irl i would text you every single day about like. idk. the plants growing from the balcony below mine. even though you’re very ver y close to me, i do hate how we don’t talk privately as much and please don’t blame yourself cause thats something that is a growing issue for me =( ur really wonderful and someone that i trust with my whole body so thank you!!
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[cont.] i can’t remember when it changed from a platonic feeling to a romantic feeling, because in my mind you are still my best friend that i love adore cherish and can’t live without. Theres a lot i wanna thank you for, well, firstly i think a lot of what i like and stuff that I’m interesting in now is largely bc of you!! i honestly only a watch a movie every month or so with a few friends at the mall but i think after talking to you and just relaxing on the weekends and watching some movie or gordan ramsey is just so nice. its really really peaceful and serene and everyhthing. you know. it just fits into place =) you ‘ve done so much for me even though you constantly deny it.
and this is something that i don’t think i say quite often, but i do think i do keep a bit of a guard up, just unintentionally. I try not to bother anyone when i have a big issue or anything just because i feel like i can sort it out myself. i think you were one of the first people i just endlessly complained and vented to and i was really worried you were gonna think I’m horrid but hey. u know. you still like me so thank you;; even though I’m really mean and horrid and dumb
OK IM ALMOST Done i promise!! but whenever we talk, its just a lot of caring for each other which i really really love, its nice, warm, comforting, and its a wonderful feeling waking up at 5 am in the morning, when the sun is rising and talking to you =‘) you’re absolutely wonderful and i love you dearly so gosh darn much
sorry for the long posts;;
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1. - i. Love love love love you so much, and i tell you that every day haha. its very very true though. i don’t know how much of my days i spend talking to you and um the numbers are probably really high;;you make me smile all the hecking time and my mind will probably just wander over to you throughout and ill just grin super hard!! this is how much you’ve affected my life ( i hope ur ha p y.. .)
ok i could just gush and gush but you know i do that every day and I’m going to the moment you wake up so lets talk about some other stuff. i remember when i first met you a loooooooooong time ago, i always felt kinda distant from you cause back then to me you gave off this super funny and smart person (which u are btw) but in the few days before you left i t think somehow magically we just talked and i think it was kinda just like an instinctive thing? it just happened idk how. i remember i really really liked you ( platonically) then you left for the summer which was lame but i think it was a trojan horse kind of thing. but when you came back at the time, you just felt really different? like it wasn’t the same person that i was talking to before which i took as i was annoying you. but you asked if we could talk in private so you know, i had this small hope that you still liked me ahaha.
i think the days after we started really talking on Skype, it was probably the biggest emotional roller coaster I’ve had in my life. it was just a hit and go i think and we just clicked really well when i got to talk to you in private and you were just very very passionate, very down to earth and very sweet and smart (and i feel bad cause you were trying to have smart conversations with me but it was 12 pm and i was so tired and I’m just dumb in general) i think that’s one of the main reasons i really really liked you, because you were so passionate and you go to lost into things sometimes i thought it was really cute and i still think so
wowwwwww alrighty. part of me sees as the parent who says "i'm not mad just disappointed," which sometimes hurts because i feel like i'm personally letting him down when I do/say something dumb. like he's disappointed because I purposely acted contrary to his expectation of me and actively sought not to meet his standards (which are pretty high -- i take that as a comfort to mean that you expect a lot of me because you think i'm capable of a lot). but!!! you're also someone with whom i can genuinely enjoy any type of conversation, whether humorous, thought-provoking, or some amalgam of the two. i wouldn't lie and say that it doesn't seem at all like there's a subconscious level of "edgy" (if that's the word you're looking for) bitterness/cynicism in your words and actions, but i don't think that it would in any way be true to your character to label you by that alone. so, i'm glad we're friends, even if a fair number of people i know on this site aren't your biggest fans, and i sincerely hope you keep doing you (as a site mod, as a user, just as a person)
thanks to my boy michael for giving me people i can talk about positively! im not gonna lie and say i dont enjoy starting drama but MOVING ON
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[quote= ]spiritoffire: [please read the original because it changed my entire outlook on this weekend which was shaping up to be hell]
joan:EVERYDAY I HOEP U DONT ROAST ME HEYT HURT OK ur coool i GUESS
nat: [obscenely romantic shint here, read OP if you want to drown in PDA]
[/quote]ok so i fricking DIED when i read this but anyways hi . you're a really good friend both for jokes and for more serious matters, and you're also a great mentor. i'll probably never forget the day you and emmy saved my butt in main lobby because i think that day cemented our friendship. tl;dr i really admire you and im glad that you're maybe even more of a Cool Cat than you were when i first met you. yes, this is the first and last time i'll ever call you cool. better screenshot it.
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ok so!!! wow man i love . she has this self-control that's pretty amazing because i fly off the handle at the slightest provocation and i'll take any opportunity given to me to destroy someone in whatever way shape or form. so that's a quality i definitely admire in her. even more importantly, however, she's a great person to talk to and listen to. i'm glad that i took the time to get to know her rather than accept others' opinions of her at face value because she is a blessing to this community.
for the rest of the round i tried to be chill whenever we ended up on tables together but tbh i was straight up fangirling. i thought you were so damn cool. i still think you are tbh. i ended up internalizing a negative vibe of you for a bit because i was pals with NJNJ and they'd talk trash a lot. i'd just unconsciously nod my head yaknow but i was inwardly a part of me cheered you on when you guys would clash.
i dunno man i guess i'm getting nominated for site's lamest frickin post but oh well. i feel like i need to transition into a speech about friendship like this is a goddamn anime or whatever but screw that, i'll give just an actual opinion.
i admire and envy the way you're clever and knowing but avoid giving off an impression of being jaded. i think it's really cool how you don't back down from your convictions and how you're always able to back yourself up when you make a point. in my experience you're passionate when you can be but are perfectly capable of playing it cool when the situation calls. i think you pay a lot of attention to your image and how people will react to the things you say. you do tend to take a it a little far sometimes treading carefully, especially when you're so resolute elsewhere. maybe that's just something you do for yourself? i respect your loyalty. it's sort of a neutral observation since there's something to be said for aloofness but you definitely come off as someone who cares, though I suppose to your credit to own it well. i dig your sense of humor and how you got a more subtle goofy side.
i could probably keep rambling but i think i've embarrassed myself more than enough here. sorry i'm so fricking awkward. i think you're kinda amazing okay? there's your damn ego boost. hope you're happy~
okay well this one is fricking embarrassing but oh well i'm gay, got it?
It's about time, eh ?
I've got a confession. I kind of dread writing this. Partly because it's be so long coming that I doubt I can live up to expectations, and partly because what I feel I'd be doing an injustice if I wasn't, uh, kinda embarrassing in this. But here-goes.
Ever check out "The Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows"? It's got some good stuff, but there's a sort of feeling I get on rare occasion which isn't described in their list. Somewhere between onism and sonder is how I feel when our paths cross. You ever feel a strange sort of chemistry when you brush shoulders with someone? Like, not even romantic chemistry just a sort of missed connection. The kind of feeling people more desperate than I apparently write ads about on craiglist (has that ever worked in the history of that site?).
god this is already sounding hella lame. essentially i'm around you i feel a sort of missed connection. i feel like in some parallel universe where things lined up differently and the conditions under which we met weren't quite the same, you played a much larger role in my life. i mean i think really highly of you but in all honesty we're casual acquaintances and that's about it. that sense of onism is just sort of wondering what could of been. Maybe in another life we'd be good friends.
i think i've alluded to this before with you but the first game we played together i kind of became star struck. it was the round you won a silver on Hibiki so you were tryharding. i was this total noob way out of their league playing in comp and you were this flippant, hypercompetent badass. that first game i was town and you were maf and you frickin destroyed me and i was just like "damn, dude"
I already opinioned you awhile back and nothing much has changed. There's probably a lot more to know about you, but as an acquaintance I appreciate your existence. I imagine you don't need it, but good luck out there with whatever it is you do these days.
