Hi. My life isn't going as well as I want it to be going. I am no longer motivated to do well in school, play mafia, or do anything really. I just visit the same websites over and over on my computer and my IRL friends are disappearing and won't come back because I come home and plop myself down in a chair and not do my homework, just endlessly cycle through on the internet. People bully me at school and as a result I usually put off eating. I have lose approximately 10 pounds in the last month because I do not eat lunch for most of the day. That may seem good but that puts me at 82 pounds. 82 pounds for a 15 year old boy. Also, when I do eat it is all total **** like oreos and chocolate. Idk what to do maybe I need kind words or whatever but my life kinda sucks right now. Also being ignored by the opposite sex is no help, as I cannot get a girlfriend to save my life.
well that's hella skinny, find some food you like and just eat as much as you can when you can. they say the best thing is to eat a bunch of little "meals" throughout the day but that's hard when you're at school i guess. stop skipping lunch, don't let people get into you so much that you don't want to eat lunch
humor me, then maybe i can stop being the hobbit around here???? jk sorry i'm not teasing you lol
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i was kidding about the coupons.
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Yeah, slow. I get what you mean. The more support the better, no matter where it comes from!
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Your mental health is more important than school. Just stay strong and if the bullying is too much to handle, contact someone. Anyone who will fix the problem. Deal with your happiness first and make sure you know your worth. If people are holding you back from that, separate yourself from them.
i was also underweight btw and i gained about 25-30 pounds by just eating 3 meals a day and cooking/getting food that i found to be enjoyable. it also developed a hobby for cooking so that was kool
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Idk if I want you knowing my address.
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i appreciate who you are and what you do cakerz, don't get me wrong. it's just better to be able to form long-standing irl connections than connections with people who you don't intimately know online, at least imho
ya how small are you if you are 82 pounds, that is lighter than me and i was a small skinny dude ?_?
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This is all fantastic advice. Thank you all. It's people like you that keep me here every day. I love each and every one of you. Foodlion, do not worry I will force myself to eat, starting tomorrow.
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i will send you golden corral coupons in the mail.
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food is great. it makes no sense not to eat a lot.
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work on your grades, and freaking eat.
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Well, I care. Lots of people do. We are his family, even if its a mafia website. Its not pathetic at all. If I can help, I'm going to do it. Even if its his primary source of support, it's still support and if it helps it helps!
sounds like maybe the bullying/negative things in your life are causing you to desensitize yourself from everything. i think desensitization is helpful when you can direct it towards the things that are causing you unnecessary anxiety but when it begins to flood into other areas of your life it's gonna do you no good down the road. you're gonna have to come to better terms with stuff like bullying so you aren't just shutting yourself down completely to cope with it. hopefully that isn't too vague, i feel like the best thing you can do though is to train yourself to think more positively about overcoming and being above stuff like bullying and just keep hammering in the positive rational thoughts until you began to feel and believe them.
yeah slow is right. having online strangers provide advice can be nice, but it shouldn't be your only or primary support network.
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I've always been interested in cooking, maybe I will pursue that.
Thank you all omfg I'm crying again
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it's unhealthy, dishonest, and a little pathetic to use a mafia site as a "family". i don't mean this to be inflammatory, it's just not a good thing and i discourage you from doing it. we can be pals sure, but you shouldn't try to use mafia sites to fill a void
