no, what i was saying is that one of the signs of inactivity in comp lobby was the lack of more than a single comp game played per hour after 12est, which is what is happening again in main lobby.
the site is slowly dying, but no one is really finding ways to prevent that beyond sustaining the group we currently have
except that the video i made was a well-structured statement about the condition of the site that i rambled off while quite drunk, and hilariously enough, plenty of you thought i wrote a speech prior and was reading off of it.
and no, i actually enjoy this game for what it is: a party game. it's not meant to be taken to a competitive level. that is what has always been the downfall of this community. competition is fine, but the excess is what pushes it to cheating, metagaming, and plain cruelty and hatred towards your fellow player.
you have, for the most part, been a contributing, positive individual on the site. idk what's going on with you as of late, but it seems like you have some serious attitude besides this environment. i sympathize and i hope you're doing well.
see, in the end, i still like you as a person. i like everyone on this site, because you've made a thrilling experience that i can stimulate my mind with every time i play. you may think i play casually, but i've always played at my own pace, just enjoying the game for what it is. at its toughest, it's a mental and social exercise, and at its easiest, it's just another form of online entertainment.
so excuse me for being all personal and provoking you, but you have this vast misconception of me that has been maintained around the group i did just insult, but believe me, it's always been a game to me to put on those airs and put forth that personality.
i believe im reiterating what ive said in the past, but please forgive me if i've ever caused genuine distress. i always meant it lightheartedly.
sorry for the rude statements to all you guys who consider yourself the "elite" of EM. you are what is keeping the competitive side of EM alive, which is never a bad thing at its core.
