Yeah, tbh I honestly just completely shut down in that game cuz I scum-slipped, everybody knew I scum-slipped, and I didn't wanna risk outting my partner. It pissed a lot of people off but I've been "somewhat" improving, so I try not to let scum-slips trip me up quite as easily anymore.
I do remember that game you gave up, you have changed and in this particular game worked hard until the very end turning an auto loss into an auto win for town, good work on your part.