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Goodbye EM

YellowPear
almost 5 years

Welp, I'm quitting EpicMafia. In this thread I was thinking I should

  1. apologize for not being sorry even though I am but seem cool
  2. Call out some random noavi nobody remembers for “being rude”
  3. Say something controversial but act like it’s normal
  4. Deny the existence of the moon But for some of the ppl that actually care about me, you probably know I'm not doing this for attention or pity, just wanted to give a proper goodbye and thank you.

If you're wondering why exactly I'm quitting, I should prolly inform you that I once did a racist act, it varies from mouth to mouth but reality is I said a modificated version of the n word. You might be thinking " Well so what why'd you quit? " - And it's bc of the sole reason that it varies from user to user. Some people even believe I straight up called someone the n word. And if I had done that, I would understand the hate. I was extremely excited to be unbanned but that didn't seem like punishment enough for some people, and they decided to abuse me and kick me from games for a past offense. The people that know me understand my frustration since they comprehend I'm not even close to being racist.

And I want to thank those people. The people from EM that got close enough to me to understand me. Some people that got close enough to me to even save my life when I had dangerous thoughts. Back when I first played I would have never thought people would cause drama in the lobby wall just to support me, I would have never thought I'd win many social community trophies and even become a sitemod for a while, and I'd never thought I'd meet the love of my life on the middle of a sandbox game. I'm so honoured to be able to play with some of the people here, but most of those people with who I lived some of my most fun Sunday afternoons, with nothing to do on my computer, just faded away. Perhaps it's nostalgia, but games aren't the same. They aren't as fun, and neither is most of the community. But I'll leave happy knowing I was able to get more than 30 upvotes on a post twice :P

Long Egg

sl0nderman
almost 5 years
Clownbox honk honk
rockgirlnikki
almost 5 years
You shouldn't let people bully you off the site. You're a relatively good user, and always come to play games. Its unfortunate that your trolling went a little too far, but you aren't a bad person for it like some users are making you out to be. I hope you will take the ridiculous extent of their "anger" with a grain of salt. You did what you could, and unfortunately, some people will never, ever be happy simply because they think its cool to gang up on users with their friends. You aren't the first person this has happened to, and certainly won't be the last. Please consider staying, or even if you must go, coming back in some time. All the best regardless.
lilin
almost 5 years
you say all things past into the night
thecolonel
almost 5 years
So long yellow "hard-R" pear
Bebop
almost 5 years
thecolonel
almost 5 years
L o l
sl0nderman
almost 5 years
lmao this n*gga didn't even do anything but yeah lets ostracize the funny teenager, what a joke
SirAmelio
almost 5 years
good luck! just remember that EM has always opened their arms to welcome back people who did very bad sh*t and you won't be the exception so give it a few months or so if you ever wanna come back