almost 5 years

Welp, I'm quitting EpicMafia. In this thread I was thinking I should

  1. apologize for not being sorry even though I am but seem cool
  2. Call out some random noavi nobody remembers for “being rude”
  3. Say something controversial but act like it’s normal
  4. Deny the existence of the moon But for some of the ppl that actually care about me, you probably know I'm not doing this for attention or pity, just wanted to give a proper goodbye and thank you.

If you're wondering why exactly I'm quitting, I should prolly inform you that I once did a racist act, it varies from mouth to mouth but reality is I said a modificated version of the n word. You might be thinking " Well so what why'd you quit? " - And it's bc of the sole reason that it varies from user to user. Some people even believe I straight up called someone the n word. And if I had done that, I would understand the hate. I was extremely excited to be unbanned but that didn't seem like punishment enough for some people, and they decided to abuse me and kick me from games for a past offense. The people that know me understand my frustration since they comprehend I'm not even close to being racist.

And I want to thank those people. The people from EM that got close enough to me to understand me. Some people that got close enough to me to even save my life when I had dangerous thoughts. Back when I first played I would have never thought people would cause drama in the lobby wall just to support me, I would have never thought I'd win many social community trophies and even become a sitemod for a while, and I'd never thought I'd meet the love of my life on the middle of a sandbox game. I'm so honoured to be able to play with some of the people here, but most of those people with who I lived some of my most fun Sunday afternoons, with nothing to do on my computer, just faded away. Perhaps it's nostalgia, but games aren't the same. They aren't as fun, and neither is most of the community. But I'll leave happy knowing I was able to get more than 30 upvotes on a post twice :P

Long Egg

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GodStephCurry says

you really shouldn't be quitting because a couple people want to hold your past mistakes against you, yes you crossed a line and acted poorly but you served your ban, understand where you went wrong, and won't do it again. you're young.. a lot of young people go through learning curves and display behaviour just as bad. take a lesson from kevin hart, that mans had to apologise for over a decade for being homophobic, when he's showed countless times since his homophobic comments and first apology that he's reformed and accepting. There'll always be those toxic few that love keeping others down, you just gotta ignore them. Live your best life, you're a wonderful person and a bubble of fun, i really do hope you come back


This was a good example. Thank you.
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lol rip
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you really shouldn't be quitting because a couple people want to hold your past mistakes against you, yes you crossed a line and acted poorly but you served your ban, understand where you went wrong, and won't do it again. you're young.. a lot of young people go through learning curves and display behaviour just as bad. take a lesson from kevin hart, that mans had to apologise for over a decade for being homophobic, when he's showed countless times since his homophobic comments and first apology that he's reformed and accepting. There'll always be those toxic few that love keeping others down, you just gotta ignore them. Live your best life, you're a wonderful person and a bubble of fun, i really do hope you come back
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Too bad you're leaving because of some sh*tbags :/
Here's some Nickelback to help you through that drama:

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thecolonel says





gudbhai gudbhai tu averybowdyyyy.... :'(
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Y'all be forgetting these wypipo could have been black in a past life. Could have even been a slave for all you know. And some black people could have been a plantation owner. But y'all too small minded for this convo.
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Beep beep car noise
Oh I'm such a SILLY PANTS
Ofc it's a car noise
Why did I clarify that! L O L
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You care too much. Just keep playing. YellowPear #1
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Who?
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thecolonel says


PopcornPrincess says


thecolonel says


thecolonel says


PopcornPrincess says

Dont say the n-word and that wont happen doodoo head


REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE


Seeing the anxiety u invoked with internet schoolyard bullying and lacking the empathy to admit it wasn't and isn't and will never be in any way a big deal


I hope you realize that this sentence is utterly meaningless and is basically on par with "Has anyone really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like?"


what did he mean by this?


lol
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PopcornPrincess says


thecolonel says


thecolonel says


PopcornPrincess says

Dont say the n-word and that wont happen doodoo head


REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE


Seeing the anxiety u invoked with internet schoolyard bullying and lacking the empathy to admit it wasn't and isn't and will never be in any way a big deal


I hope you realize that this sentence is utterly meaningless and is basically on par with "Has anyone really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like?"


what did he mean by this?
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PopcornPrincess says


thecolonel says


thecolonel says


PopcornPrincess says

Dont say the n-word and that wont happen doodoo head


REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE


Seeing the anxiety u invoked with internet schoolyard bullying and lacking the empathy to admit it wasn't and isn't and will never be in any way a big deal


I hope you realize that this sentence is utterly meaningless and is basically on par with "Has anyone really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like?"


i'm sorry, i don't understand what you're saying
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thecolonel says


thecolonel says


PopcornPrincess says

Dont say the n-word and that wont happen doodoo head


REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE


Seeing the anxiety u invoked with internet schoolyard bullying and lacking the empathy to admit it wasn't and isn't and will never be in any way a big deal


I hope you realize that this sentence is utterly meaningless and is basically on par with "Has anyone really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like?"
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as a black who roleplays as white, i can say im not offended and racism is overrated, overestimated and overaged.
\/ peace out
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thecolonel says


thecolonel says


PopcornPrincess says

Dont say the n-word and that wont happen doodoo head


REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE


Seeing the anxiety u invoked with internet schoolyard bullying and lacking the empathy to admit it wasn't and isn't and will never be in any way a big deal




you're a big deal
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REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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thecolonel says


PopcornPrincess says

Dont say the n-word and that wont happen doodoo head


REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE


Seeing the anxiety u invoked with internet schoolyard bullying and lacking the empathy to admit it wasn't and isn't and will never be in any way a big deal
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PopcornPrincess says

Dont say the n-word and that wont happen doodoo head


REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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Dont say the n-word and that wont happen doodoo head
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When I was a kid I'd always post things I'd regret on the internet. But the n word?

That's one swimming pool I'm not willing to chlorinate.
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YellowPear says



I'd never thought I'd meet the love of my life on the middle of a sandbox game




flattered but how many times do i have to tell you im taken :/
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YellowPear says



WORDS




just do what anyone else here does when they poop the bed socially and make a new account