I don’t think I’m indecent. I’m annoying because I bïtch a lot. I get it. But human decency is not something I lack. I will never mock people for their gender, sexuality, race, or anything of the sort. I’ll fight for what I believe to the point of annoying people and making people dislike me. That’s born out of a place of my deep fear of being misunderstood. I’m not a bad person. I have bad times where I slip up, but I’m a good person and I know this 100%.
MeetTerry won’t ever change. Nor does he want to. That’s the difference. He’s okay with being vile. He’s spent the last two years making Dad jokes to me ever since I made a vulnerable post about his passing. No matter what y’all say about me I’ll never be a dark person like that. I’m overly gay. Okay. It causes me to cry about a lot of shït. Okay. It causes me to report people and fight a lot. Okay. I’ll still never be dark like that. I’m not an evil person, I’m just annoying and over the top. I want to be better.
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i haven't even talked directly to jeff since he dmed me a meme on twitter or something the other day LMAO he doesn't ask me to defend him
I’ve never run to Lacey to defend me. Ally I only ask for her if I need a post deleted. I don’t ask people to come in for me. That’s false. I’m not addressing anything else you said.
my favorite kind of post is guy who think he is doing irony, but then just says what he thinks and says like lol or make typos 2 make it funny, we had quite a few of those ITT
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Bring back stonings and public punishment. I want the head of mikeyru on the guillotine then served to me on a silver platter.
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i dont actively try and villify everyone who has a different opinion to me.
i dont report people for petty reasons let alone for harrasment over petty comments.
i certainly dont try and get people banned for 3 months because they said something mean to me.
lastly i dont run to lacey and ally to defend me when I'm in the wrong and need someone to wipe my a$$.
Can we all just stop trying to crucify each other I’m really not here for it. I get it. A lot of you hate me. Ok. Prove you’re better than me and just stop.
Lacey Im pretty sure only 1 or 2 people were seriously posting in this thread the last 2 pages because otherwise everyone is trolling
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they are with a petty fker like jeff. say anything to him and u get this drama. his faithful followers will come and brand u as scums of the earth. He will make a weak joke and repeat this again every week or so.
literally behave normal and you'll be treated the normal.
I mean in all honesty we all know that online personas became a personified aspect of ones personality and if the one that y’all hate that comes out of me is the overly gay one I don’t really mind. I’m not really allowed to be gay in my personal life because my family won’t let me be out publicly and various other things so yeah it jumps out online. I’m not upset because online gives me an outlet albeit aggressive because I’ve been repressed a lot. Not an excuse but in general I try to be openly and fully me past the normal point because it’s really my only fully open place. It’s not something y’all can really understand. You can be your authentic self openly. I can’t. I’ve been told to act straight my whole life and to this day the same. So irl yeah I’m a lot more vulnerable and here I can be more aggressive for what I believe. It comes together and I end up being both aggressive and sensitive and it comes off toxic. I’m not worried. I know I’m a good hearted person and those who know me off site like on Discord, texting, snap, and FB know I’m wonderful and kind. Online we get this convoluted shït that I wish was different but I know it’s just temporary. I know one day I’ll be able to be authentic and every part of my character will improve. Until then, I just get by. I know I can be aggressive here. Sorry. I don’t mean to try and incite bad reactions from people. I’m just openly myself and then behave like an asś and I get defensive and I get some trauma that I experience irl and it mixes together and it’s ugly. I apologize. I do try. I just want peace I promise. Hold me accountable, but gently please because I am vulnerable and I really do get hurt it’s not a facade and it’s not for reactions and not to vio farm. I’m in a tricky spot and I’m so close to being able to be me.
