almost 7 years

and you're watching disney channel but not really this is just my thread that i'm making because it's finals week and i'm stressed and i don't know who i am anymore or what's going on and

idk

this is just spam but if u want u can ask me to play something on the piano for u and if i like the song enough i'll play it

over 6 years


i just took this pic of me hello
over 6 years
california is ridiculously expensive and i get sad sometimes when i see how much the houses are here compared to the way bigger houses in other states like why
over 6 years
california is pretty expensive
over 6 years
OK BUT IT COULD COST MY MY LIFE







on second thought...
over 6 years
hitchiking is free
over 6 years
i’m kind of broke :( but i do love the beach, maybe i should go...
over 6 years
it's easy....just go to the beach, nothing is stopping u! and there's free wifi at the mcdonalds by the beach, and food there too
over 6 years
wtf i don't want to get bit by a shark. also, i'm not guaranteed any of those things in life. only uhhhh sadness
over 6 years
Death is overrated, you cannot taste food, the wifi is bad, and you cannot love, quite sad. And most people do not know this, there are absolutely zero beaches in death...you cannot make sandcastles, you cannot boogey board, you cannot get bit by a shark, there is no nice beach restaurants with a nice view of the ocean and overpriced food. But the food is not overpriced, because you are paying for the view, some people do not know this.
over 6 years
living is hard and exhausting and honestly not worth it most of the time. also it's expensive?? the fuc k?
over 6 years
nikki :( you are meant to accomplish great things and you'll never know unless u live it!!
over 6 years
thank u. i'm trying to live my best life but i was born w/ depression and anxiety and i've been suicidal since i was in middle school so roughly 10-11 yrs of age. it's ok though i mean sometimes i think i'm destined to kill myself and that isn't so sad when i think about it. a lot of ppl actually have lives ahead of them and they get involved in accidents.. i don't think i'm meant to accomplish anything great so it's ok if i die
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OMG! Cute :( If you ever need someone to talk to, HMU on PMs and on skype: BC Lovell. I know that we don’t know each other very well, but I don’t want you to go through whatever you are going through in the first place alone <3
over 6 years
even though my recent posts have been happy i've been dealing with some cool suicidal thoughts these past few days help
almost 7 years

FireDragonPrince says

late, but happy to hear about the new bf grats and may thy relationship last long and prosperous !


thank u so much angel !! i hope it lasts forever too. he treats me rly well n he's really sweet and i am truly happy
almost 7 years
late, but happy to hear about the new bf grats and may thy relationship last long and prosperous !
almost 7 years

R0ronoaZoro says

if you do murder his baby brother pls write about that i think it would be interesting to hear your perspective after the crime


i will not spare a single bloody detail
almost 7 years
if you do murder his baby brother pls write about that i think it would be interesting to hear your perspective after the crime
almost 7 years
that sounds so fun!!!
almost 7 years
THANK U i am truly blessed he makes me really happy and now that we are apart i rly miss him but it's ok stay tuned his mom wants me to go to mexico w/ them in two weeks so i'll take LOTS OF PICS and try not to murder his baby brother
almost 7 years
SO PRECIOUS
almost 7 years
omgg so cute so happy for you
almost 7 years


us being cute in the sephora at umm downtown disney look we're so cute we have matching mickey mouse hats n i'm wearing his clothes c: i think i was even wearing a pair of his underwear oops



anddd this is the polaroid photo i took of him while we were on the teacups ! he hated the ride he said it made him dizzy but i told him we had 2 be basic together and ride it so ofc he did c:
almost 7 years

Voice says

What's his name


his name is omar i luv him i'll post a pic we took 2gether hold up
almost 7 years
What's his name