you're not special for thinking you somehow traversed the cognitive dissonance of "if i say things i mean them" and "it's the internet so nothing matters". you are genuinely trapped in your own sense of self trying to posture as this funny edgeman who says the forbidden things but doesn't mean them because in real life he's clark kent. you're a husk of a real person around those you claim to love because you have a deep-seated hatred and malaise that you fester in your daily life to excise onto the internet. you're a vile, unlovable person, and when i say i genuinely wish you would kill yourself, know that it comes from me, the person, blake, to you, the person, ian. you regularly make people uncomfortable at best and harass and stalk them at worst, and you and i both know that which i'm referring to. the world's general atmosphere around you would increase significantly with your death because it would mean approximately 0 opportunities for you to interact with it. i have not forgotten the person you are, neither has the world around you, and you cannot distance yourself from the things you say and do with the brain poisoning involved in removing your own compassion and empathy from yourself.
anyways that's just my onion.
On second thought I'd like to be banned again please, immediately.
Listen here little baby. Youre gonna get a lot of hurtful and degrading comments but that aint what I'm about. Let me just say you are perfect the way you are. You hear me sugar PERFECT. Dont ever change. You deserve anything and everything you want. Stay safe for me baby girl.
Hi baby girl hehe. Everything's okay, I promise. I forgive you. It's okay, don't worry about it. Everything's gonna be okay. I love you. I love you so much. I love you more than there are grains of sand, on every beach, of every planet, of every galaxy of the universe. I-I need you in my life. I need you more than humans need water, and food to survive. You mean more to me than - home depot means to Mr Ladrado. You mean more to me than just anything. You mean more to me than gold and diamonds, mean to the greediest burglar. And you're just the most perfect, most beautiful girl in all of the world, and I love you so much. I hope you enjoy watching this, baby girl kiss, hehe. See you at school tomorrow baby girl. I love you raises eyebrows, hehe. I do, it's true. I love you more than anything else in the world hehehe. Bye baby girl. Stay perfect. Just for me.
Listen here little baby. Youre gonna get a lot of hurtful and degrading comments but that aint what I'm about. Let me just say you are perfect the way you are. You hear me sugar PERFECT. Dont ever change. You deserve anything and everything you want. Stay safe for me baby girl.