Above is one of the reasons why I am asking people to give me their alts instead of self deleting, because I would get a chance to move on with life with memories of them still intact.
Keep in mind that more people attend your funeral than your wedding or your birthday.
Keep in mind that more people say good things about you when you are dead rather than alive and actually able to hear it.
it was very sad. I had to restrain myself from crying so dang hard it hurt. He was the third person I knew in my life to die. First was a former Boy Scout leader of mine at age 40 (heart attack). Second was my "grandfather" (grandmother's boyfriend) because of heart attack, which was about November last year. And January 31, 18 days before his 16th birthday, my best childhood friend that I kept in touch with in recent times, gone because of a self inflicted injury. And it really sux because none of my current friends will ever get to know of him or his influence on me. Nobody will ever get to see my internal pain over his death. And with him being gone, he has missed out on several things to make his life, such as graduating, getting married, settling down and having kids, etc. etc. Part of my deepest insecurities is that I feel like I will make 1 stupid move that will ruin it all and possibly end it all.
i have several friends who have unrelated depression over such different things than I have. and now that one of my friends are gone, I am worried about what would happen if more of them are gone. All this would make so many holes in my heart and it would cause sad memories of happy times.
