god i'm so sorry about this but i can't help it i hope your life is as fulfilling as possible and that you seldom find yourself feeling empty of purpose and meaning
what's your favorite song in the whole world and why do you love it so much?
i hope that every day brings you a sense of self-progress that makes you feel proud of the person you're becoming
tell me about your first crush
It all started 2 years ago, but actually it started more like 4 or 5 years ago in competitive lobby. there was this white man who had caused a lot of trouble for me, but we are both british so i thought he was just bantering you know, but maybe, and this was a deep down thought, but maybe it wasn't banter, maybe he didn't like me. my mind went into overdrive. maybe it was something more. maybe there were feelings there. these interactions lasted 2 years until we finally began talking to one another, and i must say i developed feelings for this man. It was Harrold. Harrold from Epicmafia.
Tell me about your first crush :D
LMFAO
uhhh uhhh i was like 4 or something and in day care there was this boy whose face i remember clearly to this day and i thought he was cute and nice but then he and his best friend made fun of me and i couldn't defend myself because my english was still a bit limited and that pretty much set the tone for all of my future interactions with boys
if you don't already have this, i hope you find a partner who isn't the source of your happiness, but a willing and effective contributor TO your happiness.
tell me about a warm summer night that you enjoyed
ooo i don't have a lot of summer memories because i usually go to china at summer in new zealand and its winter there, but one vivid memory is going out to the beach with friends and having fun in the sun :3 (included splashing water at each other) sorry its not a summer night :(
oooooh okay i wanna hear more about this
do you visit family in china? what's your favorite thing about visiting?
my dad is sometimes in china/hong kong and my fave thing about visiting is probably chinese new year and all of the celebrations since its around the time i visit every year
if you were alive 1000 years ago how different of a person would you be do you think you are unique and independent
realistically i probably would have been a taino in the dominican republic or someone in an african nation going about my life. hopefully i would be making important cultural and social contributions to my community and would be valued in a real way for it. maybe i would be a mom? hopefully a really cool mom.
my brain jury is still out on whether or not people are truly unique (mostly because i don't think such a thing actually matters) but i think overall as long as you're your own person or at least fighting to be your own person, that's what counts. i'm *somewhat* financially independent like i'm getting there and on a personal level i'm not 100% independent in a personal sense either but i attribute that to humans being social creatures. i'm aware that i need to be needed. it's probably not a good thing but it doesn't necessarily have to be a bad thing either? don't know!
anyway! i hope that you're able to find (or if you already have them, maintain) a group of people around you who allow you to relieve the parts of yourself that you need to in a healthy and productive manner.
what's your favorite thing that you learned about in school?