I have been comptinplating whether or not to share this with you guys..I am ready for death, i embrace it..death is the great equalizer and is beautiful and I have been on the edge many of time...at least mentally,..but I actually was DEAD 5/9/17.

I had embarked on one of my manic drug induced episodes 3-4 days prior to this day, and had wnet thru quite a lot of money..i'd say 7gs of crack and about 3gs of heroin in the days leading up to this..to the people who dont know..this is about a $1000 dollar investment lmao.

The day of the OVERDOSE on opiates, 5/9/17, my girl and I had been smoking crack for about 3 days non-stop straight. My technique is sniff a liberal line of heroin to get noddy and then smoke crack til i get geeked to the point of seeing dead people and then snort more H...repeat.

It was 4pm on this saturday, and I had been busy doing my hussle..and ran into an old friend who had some "A1" heroin for the low..obviously, even tho i had a decent stash, i decided to invest. The heroin i recieved was more than I had paid for and was purple in color..which i had seen before (this is usually super potent fentynol ).

I had to go make a serve on my buddy and was geekin by 4pm so i decided to try a bit of this newnew H i had gotten..knowing it was probably fentynol i did aboit an 1/8th of my normal dose, and before i could stand up...i was out...not breathing.

My girl paniced and hit me with narcan (every good heroin addict has a stash of this mircile drug)..but it did not wake me up. She called 911 and did chest compressions and by the time the ambulance was there she was doing full cpr becaise i was dead. Luckily the ambulance revived me and from what i hear when i woke up i put on a hell of a show. Fighting everyone and talking gibnerish lol. They forced me to the ER where i walked out about 20 minutes later and reutrned home to resume my antics.

Take what you want from this, its my life...and i am a young god at 22. Im not ignorant, I know im in a lose-lose. You have to understand..i've lost a lot of people this year alone...but ill speak on that another day..today is about me.