i went out on the town today i went with tommy and tommys a good friend but sometimes he can get out of hand and it makes me nervous like today when i was with tommy i saw a ladybug and i said look tommy look its a ladybug and so tommy saw the ladybug and i thought it was real cute but tommy told me to crush it and i said what and tommy said crush it and i said im not going to crush the ladybug tommy and then tommy got real mad and i backed off because tommy was getting really mad so then tommy crushed the ladybug on his own and then i was very sad and i started to cry but tommy started crying then too after he saw me cry so i thought maybe he isnt a really bad guy because it seemed like he felt bad because he was crying but then i ran away and i went home and i was really tired and i was still sad so i went to sleep for a little bit and then i woke up and then i wrote this blog
i'm still in the hospital. my brain went without oxygen for 318 seconds. i'll probably never regain complete control of my peripheral nervous system. don't talk to me about funny.