hi! for all those wondering what happened to our dearest Angie I bear a letter ...

so you might be wondering why i left, well, something really big and monumental happened to me that i dont really want to disclose, but it def affected my life in a really big way that is irreversible. Plus, i was slowly coming to the site less, so i think it was inevitable, me leaving this site =D

well im in a much better place now, and i would be lying if i didnt say that this site has impacted me greatly. There's been a lot of amazing and beautiful people, and i do think i cant really remove or forget about EM, right? theres just too many memories and its hard to jsut forget all about it. I'd also be lying if i said i never checked this site at all in the past two months.

But I will say this, when i was gone, i realized how much better i've been without EM. I feel like a huge burden has been lifted off my shoulders, and i suddenly had a lot more free time instead of mindlessly wasting around on this site. I of course, miss everyone, and i miss this site, but i think in the long run, i knew that i'm better off without this site. Beside, we all have to go someday, right? haha

I cut off contact with everyone because i really really want to move on, and i know its stupid and heartless of me, but its so much easier just not having anyone link back u know? its like if you quit smoking, but if you still have friends who smoke, its just so tempting!! (but ofc, i dont smoke bc i am a good kiddo) And it did rid me of the guilt of not being able to tell anyone what had happened, but that guilt has been piling up in me too.

I really wanted to tie up loose ends, I deleted my account so I would have 0 temptation to come back, but I will always have this(Angie) account, just so people dont forget about me(srry thats a bit narcissist ^^;) I feel like it would be improper to leave without saying goodbye, you know? i have so many people here that have changed my life it feels weird to just, disappear, you know?

But on that note, I am leaving EM forever, this is just a swan song for my departure (idk if i used that idiom right) and i dont think i will be back, but you all are on my mind the whole time and i am forever grateful for everything this site has done for me!! Im super bad with words and this is now too long, srry!!!

from, angie <3