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You have no idea how furious I am writing this (before I begin, I'd like to say I am creating a new topic for this because I am afraid my post would get deleted in the original thread by the people who created it (not sure if they can but I'm not taking my chances)).

My day was going pretty ok up until this moment when Epic Mafia user aquarius totally out of the blue told me I cannot participate in her contest because I'm a nuisance. Mind you, only an hour ago she told me it was ok if I participated, after which I sent her my song submission, a song named "I take a look at my enormous benis".

Because she did not specify the reasons of why I was barred from participating in the competition, the only possible reason I can come up with is her thinking my song submission was an immature one. This is where I strongly disagree with her. While I do agree the vocabulary used in it is a little lewd, the song itself requires immense talent to perform, which is why I am under the impression that Epic Mafia user aquarius (or as she referred to her in the lobby chat, nepenthe), has had no formal musical education. Can we trust a person like her to run this competition?

I have also gone through the EMSC topic and seen that I am not the only person who has been banned from participating in the conversation (i.e. sent their submission but never got accepted), which makes me think this competition is ran by people who have either never seen Eurovision (seriously, there are like 3 gag entries every year) or are just very immature in the way they handle it, allowing people they like to join but obstructing those they don't like.

All in all, every day I am discovering really toxic people in this community who will hopefully quit it after some time. Also to everyone who is in a similar situation like me I tell you: just shake it off and don't let these people get in your head (like she did get into mine). For example right after she told me she won't allow my entry I went and petted my dog and it was all ok because this was not happening irl. But then I went here and decided to rant about it because I really am worked up.

tl;dr: aquarius (or was it nocturnul all along i don't care) didn't let me participate in EMSC which honestly says more about her than me so now I am contemplating on her life pretending I am Freud.