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Changing Environment

almost 8 years

When I was growing up I ignored it but you're always putting people and things around me which conform to how I develop. That's one of the things which gave it away. The earliest I can remember is middle school when you showed me some edgy websites, then chess, then mafia and a bunch of other stuff. They all came up at the exact time when I was looking for something new which fit that description. You can try to tell me that it's because I was looking for things like those or that they're coincidences I'm making a big deal about of but that isn't true. Everything gets put in my lap. I don't know why I'm telling you this. I think I'm just getting bored. Use it in your next runs.

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You understand that I (and likely your grandpa) are talking about Camus right?
almost 5 years

Recidivism says


thecolonel says

My grandpa told me to read that when I was a kid and I didn't


Your grandpa sounds like he was a wise man. I think you'd like the myth of Sisyphus. It's a short read.


yeah idk why I haven't read it I heard the story and think about it and I think I get it..just lazy
almost 5 years

thecolonel says

When I close my eyes I see a dirt road I keep falling down and you're all standing on the side naked with braindead stares

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thecolonel says

My grandpa told me to read that when I was a kid and I didn't


Your grandpa sounds like he was a wise man. I think you'd like the myth of Sisyphus. It's a short read.
almost 5 years

thecolonel says

I don't know what any of you are but you aren't how you try to come across

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My grandpa told me to read that when I was a kid and I didn't
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Solipsism is ridiculous.

You might like absurdiam. Read The Myth of Sisyphus.
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Belovedprincess made nice posts in this thread
almost 5 years

thecolonel says


Forrest says


thecolonel says


harodihg says

who's using who, thecolonel?


Is this sarcasm?


Will you use my answer against me?


No. That doesn't mean I won't castrate you with a low-power soldering iron and use your testicles as fish bait.


I didn't mean this
over 7 years
When I close my eyes I see a dirt road I keep falling down and you're all standing on the side naked with braindead stares
almost 8 years
Proof your characters adjust to my perception of you

https://epicmafia.com/topic/78855
almost 8 years
if I was a girl I'd sabotage myself.
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lol dude
almost 8 years
Why's that? Don't you like what you see when you look in?
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I don't like talking about myself, let's change subject

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kyB5CXnx2oQ
almost 8 years
You aren't too good at holding a conversation with someone you want to talk to. You come across as a basic b.itch.
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I would be really shy and just try to find my perfect husbando
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I think that if I was a girl I would be a huge s.lut. What would you be if you were a girl?
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no, I don't think about those things
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F.UCK! I messed up the sentence haha
almost 8 years
Sometimes I think about what life would be like as a twink. Do you think about those things?
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I try not to think about those things
almost 8 years

Forrest says

I'm enjoying our little pow-wow here thecolonel. Let's keep this up.


I don't think I'm going to live past 40 how about you
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I'm enjoying our little pow-wow here thecolonel. Let's keep this up.
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oh, phew