Epicmafia

A message from Ethereal

over 8 years

First off I admit I have said and done things in the past that are pretty terrible. I have posted on the forums and on the lobby wall. I have cheated, many many times, more than most people can even imagine. I have ban evaded, and done all sorts of horrible things. I was basically nothing but a personality-less troll that did things just to screw with people. I was young, bored, depressed, and dumb. I was immature and didn't realize the severity of the things I was doing. Looking back on the things I did back then today, I'm disgusted by my former self's actions. I can't even fathom doing those things today. I'm a different person and I am truly , genuinely sorry that I did those things. I honestly can't come up with a valid excuse for doing them, all I can promise is that today, in the here and now, that I do have remorse and I have changed my ways. I'm not a threat to anyone. All I want to do is help the site the best I can to maybe make up for the things I did.

People have accused me of being a pedophile. I'm going to deny that right here and now. I have never once been attracted to an underaged individual in my life. The idea of me being a pedophile is absurd. Four year old chat logs where I "admit" to it aren't worth anything, because EVERYONE in that chat was trolling. The whole chat was nothing but banned users. Everyone in there knew I was just screwing around when I said those things. I said them in order to troll crypto, who was in the chat. It was just something I said to shock / annoy him, not a confession of being an IRL pedophile. Furthermore, around that time I dated an 18 year old girl for six months and we were incredibly committed to each other. I wouldn't have felt the commitment and attraction to her that I would have felt if I actually suffered from pedophilia.

The last thing I want to address is the idea that i'm a "threat". What threat? Who am I a threat to? I have already shown you that I feel no desire whatsoever for children, so I pose no social threat to the community. As for moderating itself, I'm not going to suddenly start abusing my powers right after being modded, which is something I've wanted for years and years. I'm not going to throw away my chance by abusing powers, that's ridiculous.

By the way, in case any of you think I'm a threat... I've been running a keylogger on my PC which is keeping track of every single thing I type for the past month. I'm willing to share the logs with the mods in order to ensure I'm not abusing my powers, or being a threat to anyone.

deletedover 8 years

This post is directed at Ethereal themself, make it a personal message posted here if you take it that way.

My legitimate concerns were that you haven't changed, and you were always working behind the scenes with things. The nature of that group chat did not seem to be trolling around, but knowing legitimate information about websites that would have loli on it. So, you as more then anyone else should understand why there's such a huge backlash at such the nature of the group chat, something that didn't seem to be in a joking matter as you took it out to be. I'm not rejecting what you're saying as false, but saying that from anyone's outside perspective to the things you've done as grotesque with very disturbing implications.

We have no idea about what you may do in the future, and using the past as precedent we can only question.

Which sounds hypocritical of me. I've said terrible things that I carry every day regretting, when I was 15 years old the things I said on here nearly got me banned. I ask the people whom I've wronged for forgiveness after a thorough apology, but you seem to only be posting this as you are backed into a corner. Also, the difference is that during all this ridicule you said nothing, and only now posting a statement, but the difference here is that you were in a non trolling matter talking about pedophillic interests, something that makes me sick to the point. If you want to continue to try to prove that you are in fact not a pedo, go for it. I am a firm believer that anyone can change, no matter how long it may take, but we have no proof of you getting better and I fear a possible loose cannon, certainly when they are in a position of site moderator. I have plenty of friends under the age of 18, and I am still not comfortable with them even PM'ing you for any questions or help they may need.

Matt12

over 8 years

I'm petty. If I get my apology then I'll sideline.

deletedover 8 years

I miss you tay! Message me sometime:)

Togepi

over 8 years

DRAG HA, EMPIRE. YAAAAASSSSS. EVISCERATE HA.

johnreid

over 8 years

She says she wants to make up to the community though, it seems logical to do what the community wants.

leo

over 8 years

ArieI says

whatever childfucker

immortalizing this

idk who u are but u plussed all my posts

deletedover 8 years

You might luck out. I might not be able to get the MSN logs from my old laptop, either because the harddrive is shot or because I threw it out years ago. You might avoid me posting every log I ever had with you during 2011. You might luck out.

But I know there is at least one more on my desktop. I know there is at least one more from Kerry, just you and her in private, that I have saved on Skype logs on my old computer, c/p'd to numerous people. And I know I can find it the moment I return home. And if I have to fly back home and get it I will.

I know, 100%, that I have that one.

deletedover 8 years

Vancyon says

is that you tay? that looks like a tay avatar..

taaaay. my queen.

Togepi

over 8 years

Explanation says

what about when you posted anime child p*rn or links to cp? what that all just trolling

TAY?!??!?!

ArieI

over 8 years

whatever childfucker

deletedover 8 years

is that you tay? that looks like a tay avatar..

deletedover 8 years

johnreid says

My query is why would you still want to be a mod?

If i was getting hounded for being a pedophile, I doubt id wanna be in such a public position and just setting myself up for humiliation.

Seems logical to step down and avoid all the anger from the community.

DUDE, she has been dreaming of being an epicmafia mod for YEARS. says right there in the post. she's not just gonna step down from a few meanies!

deletedover 8 years

what about when you posted anime child p*rn or links to cp? what that all just trolling

johnreid

over 8 years

My query is why would you still want to be a mod?

If i was getting hounded for being a pedophile, I doubt id wanna be in such a public position and just setting myself up for humiliation.

Seems logical to step down and avoid all the anger from the community.

deletedover 8 years

lmao i was there at the time she wasn't trolling, she was 100% serious

Matt12

over 8 years

Edark says

Matt12 says

Also Hi Petri,

Do you apologize to me personally for your actions during your Orbneko account where you trolled me during numerous trophy runs

JW

Didnt RnB compensate with a few trophies already?

Edark

over 8 years

Matt12 says

Also Hi Petri,

Do you apologize to me personally for your actions during your Orbneko account where you trolled me during numerous trophy runs

JW

Didnt RnB compensate with a few trophies already?

Matt12

over 8 years

Also Hi Petri,

Do you apologize to me personally for your actions during your Orbneko account where you trolled me during numerous trophy runs

JW

johnreid

over 8 years

NOW THAT IS A THREAT!

Matt12

over 8 years

Tsugumi says

Ethereal says

Four year old chat logs where I "admit" to it aren't worth anything, because EVERYONE in that chat was trolling. The whole chat was nothing but banned users. Everyone in there knew I was just screwing around when I said those things. I said them in order to troll crypto, who was in the chat.

You sure you want to claim this?

You really sure you want to claim that these claims only happened in that group chat?

You sure you want to claim that you never confided to me and Kerry?

You sure you want to claim that we're lying?

Are you sure you want to lie about these things? I urge you to really think about it-there is a lot more logged than that chat log, and I can retrieve them in about two weeks, because I still have the MSN logs on my old laptop, and I still have some of the logs Kerry sent me of her and you awhile back. Do you really want me to post them here?

You might as well post them...

deletedover 8 years

You really sure you want to try me, Ethereal?

Are you really sure about that?

deletedover 8 years

Ethereal says

Four year old chat logs where I "admit" to it aren't worth anything, because EVERYONE in that chat was trolling. The whole chat was nothing but banned users. Everyone in there knew I was just screwing around when I said those things. I said them in order to troll crypto, who was in the chat.

You sure you want to claim this?

You really sure you want to claim that these claims only happened in that group chat?

You sure you want to claim that you never confided to me and Kerry?

You sure you want to claim that we're lying?

Are you sure you want to lie about these things? I urge you to really think about it-there is a lot more logged than that chat log, and I can retrieve them in about two weeks, because I still have the MSN logs on my old laptop, and I still have some of the logs Kerry sent me of her and you awhile back. Do you really want me to post them here?

leo

over 8 years

Didn't you also try and say you'd put your laptop on constant webcam so people couldn't say you were cheating?

groundhogday

over 8 years

i want this data public

johnreid

over 8 years

Wow you really must wanna be a mod if you are willing to keylog yourself and OPI to the modteam. Someone get her bank details.