also im not mad about the vote, a cross between mist and ian would be perfect here imo (that coming from me, of course right? ugh)
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Retti you might want to replace me because I have an inclination that N1ed is town but I have every intention to lynch him anyway regardless of my wincon.
deletedover 8 years
You're right, I really don't care much. I just want N1ed lynched.
deletedover 8 years
that was about outting my thought process. you guys prefer that I keep it shut (at least the way you guys talk about it gives me that implication [word check here pls]). but if I do that, i feel like my odd thought process will lead to what looks like faulty logic. i sound like a scared mafia but I agree with myself.
btw play style change #8, I rushed my line here so I could remember that
because it sounds like she just wants him lynched and doesn't care about her initial reason why that she thought was so potent. Sorry... I'm impotent
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A) i don't understand honestly. elaborate? i don't regret hammering a mafia, and according to you I'm expecting town reads from that. mafia does that? mind the dumb tell idk B) perhaps, not much explanation here but I'm trying to be as genuine as I possibly can and I feel genuine writing this
2 posts from you ago. The one about how you're fosed no matter what you do.
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denounced myself tearfully? i forgot what I said but all I remember is letting my salt flow graciously from my frantic fingers to the keyboard (im on mobile but that sounds funnier)
I'm not pissed off, I'm saying I think that what you're feeling is
A) reminiscent of what a mafia might feel, and B) very exaggerated.
I also think the post before last from you was the sort of genuine emotion one sees... from mafia that feels like town is fosing them wrongly.
I still haven't gotten to review any of your games. I'll do that now.
deletedover 8 years
i thought my role was important LOL and yes, you're right, it's changing a lot, but im also getting sh*t for playing the way I have been playing, am currently adjusting to forum mafia, and therefore am trying to compile actual reads. I sound really defensive but i just don't get how sound logic can be mistaken for faulty logic, perhaps it's a perspective thing.
perspective ugh
deletedover 8 years
perhaps I'm making the mistake of wanting you (impoe) to automatically assume I'm town because we're playing alike and you're obvious town to me. i would've added another line here but it would've pissed you guys off so I didn't <333
why did you denounce yourself tearfully after mist voted you back and said she'd never unvote?
sonrio was null and it was a known fact that he played like that every game. You were hammering a pr claim right after they claimed.
deletedover 8 years
N1ed putting it on really thick is a good read.
My switch in perspective from mod to player may be partly to blame, but I feel like N1ed is playing a drastically different game this time around.
deletedover 8 years
im just waiting to get speed voted because I stop saying what I'm thinking and suddenly people find holes in my logic (because obviously, I'm not explaining my thoughts behind things, no matter how illogical). besides, I'm TRYING to do that, and getting more sh*t for it either way. why are we focusing on how I say what I'm feeling and not, oh idk, what I'm feeling?
i mean this is coming from mr semantics lawyer himself but come on, this feels drawn out
deletedover 8 years
im not really in a position to be doing and saying the things I'm saying, but idk im gonna defend it if it wasn't a horrible move. hammering a pr claim right after they claim and before town reacts? bad move. hammering sonrio? still don't see that as a horrible move for some reason so im not regretting it LOL
you're forcing the insecurities. It's feeling overdone to the point of smarminess right now. And besides that, half of them are the insecurities I'd typically expect MAFIA to have.
"Oh, I suck so much because I'm scumtelling... and OMG WHY DO I SUCK NOW THAT MY SR OMGUSED???? (Mind you, I don't regret hammering the pr, really, but I'm town for telling you this, right?)"
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that's a bad line bro
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everything else here seems to check out I think? but im not contradicting myself unless I'm unaware of it. im saying how I feel bout stuff and if that's not gud then idk
it would help if you'd stop worrying about being read as mafia aloud and contradicting yourself as well as claiming to be bad at the game before anyone flipped, and saying you don't regret hammering the investigative pr d1 cuz he was a scummy (and by that you probably mean "easy to lynch"...) player...............
but I'm no better lol. especially if you're mafia. Why are you saying you're bad at the game when your SR IS VOTING YOU??? That seems like a pretty big scumtell actually
