I GOT MACARONS AND IM SO HAPPY

the end of a year always makes me feel solemn and reflective.

2015 has been a hell of a year.

Down the toilet. With my dead fish.

where'd all my motivation go

angry as hell

i felt kinda bad today but now i feel better.

topsy turvy

i'm feeling good because simple men find simple pleasures

its ok connor, i am sorry too that u are dealing with sleeping issues

sorry

i feel better now but i still have lost my ability to tolerate people which was one of my most cherished abilities

tired

man sleeping feels like it would be so good right now

ignoring the guilt, i mean

i made a friend today [:

and i stayed up because why? i was absently playing mafia? clicking the buttons and typing the words in the stupid mafia game that i literally could not have cared less about. i just couldn't engage myself in the decision of "going to bed" and now i'm paying for it, as usual

i really fking hate everyone

i didn't sleep well last night. i woke up at 5am and couldnt get back to sleep for 2-3 hours. i woke up at 12 with a pounding headache and my eyes were shaking. so basically i got garbage sleep. so when i do finally crash, not only is it gonna not give me enough time for REASONABLE sleep, my body's gonna want to recover from the bad night/day i JUST had

sometimes i stay up at night thinking of all the idiot things i've done and tell myself i'm an idiot

You could've just left your posts as they were, ArieI.

i haven't slept and im getting picked up in 4 hours. i think that counts as an idiot move

Hibiki says

maaaaaaaan, i hate being an idiot

good thing you're not one then

im sad and defeated by my dumbass decisions but also sad for other reasons as well and it sucks

maaaaaaaan, i hate being an idiot

happy new years y'all

just got back from the majority of my cognitive and autism testing. apparently i got a perfect score in one section for IQ and finished it far faster than most people do. i get my final results on the 19th. i am so so so so eager to find out.