Epicmafia

Feels good to SD

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First of all, I want to thank each and every one of you. You are great people and I respect all of you. I have made many friends here and I can't help liking all of you, regardless of what you have said to me and everything else.

You guys have seen me at my worst, I was here when I was suicidal, but you all gave me hope to keep going. I sure did keep going, and it feels great.

I came here first to do something I enjoy doing, which is playing mafia. After I got hooked, I entered the forums and met many great people, the best I have ever met. I'm going to miss all of you dearly, but there will always be Skype! You can reach me at dooom.lord but that is not the point of this small essay.

After I was hooked, it began taking control of me. My grades fell and I started to feel worse and worse about myself, about how my only enjoyment came from an online mafia simulator where all of my friends reside. It is this that came to my realization a few months ago. EpicMafia is a great site, but it is getting too much for me.

PSA: The grass is greener on the other side of the meadow. I enjoy going outdoors and seeing IRL friends, and I am even pursuing a romantic interest! I enjoyed every second of epicmafiadotcom, the people, the lore, the games, and most of all, the acceptance. You are all wonderful people who deserve nothing less than the best.

BearGuru, signing off. I love you all.

Orly

almost 10 years

i always thought bearguru was an alt of one of you. now i know bearguru was just a younger successor

goodbye bearguru, learn time management before you come back.

Orly

almost 10 years

eris says

Enjoy your life kiddo, don't become like me.

this post is funny in various ways

Jaleb

almost 10 years

RiP in peace

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bell says

rip to the Dans

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ScubaSteve says

I remember being 15 years old too

This would almost be a lifetime to you.

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Lotsa words.

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rip to the Dans

Gio

almost 10 years

you just censor bypassed

Hibiki

almost 10 years

Shamzy says

this was some gay sht but peace dude

why mod neg this post when you can just delete it for censor bypassing? makes no sense.

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see you tomorrow.

Stickifingers

almost 10 years

I believe the lesson here is don't engage the EM community.

deletedalmost 10 years

Enjoy your life kiddo, don't become like me.

deletedalmost 10 years

those were terrible and unfunny posts, and I'm sorry. good luck with life bearguru. I remember being 15 years old too and all I can say to you, since you're undoubtedly still F5-ing this thread, is that the teenage angst dissipates over time. well peace.