I doubt you actually want an opinion, but you posted, so I just have to assume that you do. I don't really know you very well because you generally just come on the forums to drop a little bit of crap and then you bugger off for a few days. Sometimes I think you're hilarious and other times you're just a bit too much of an arse for me to find you funny. Your vocabulary is definitely something I admire.
Hi Rob. You're a bit like a honey bee with the wrong idea. As a bee would encourage plant life fertility with its use of pollination, you kinda pick up on traits here and there and bring them to EpicMafia, except it's very hit and miss as to whether or not it positively affects the community.
As for the Arcbell of old, well, I honestly didn't know if you were an intelligent stupid person, or a stupid intelligent person. You had glimpses of idiocy, but for the most part you were quite a clever old bean, so I would probably assume that it was the latter. Your personality has probably veered from its source over the last 2 years more than anyone on this website. You were a man of nothing but good intentions, whereas now you are quite malicious for no reason. I would definitely say that the website has done that to you.
However, some of the catastrophic outcomes you cultivate do not stem from a malicious place. For example, your falling out with a previous admin probably came from a good place, but you just messed that one up a bit really. This does not mean to say that this is always the case, for you do genuinely wish to employ a malicious mindset whilst approaching some of the things you do. I think you love drama and you can't get enough of it. I would say that you have an underlying respect for people who bring disharmony to EpicMafia, and you wish to create a stigma surrounding your name that resembles that of abc. I would be interested to know what you were like in real life before you found EpicMafia, although I imagine that person is probably long gone by now.
I don't really have much to say about you, but I don't really think I need to say too much. You don't give much away, unless I dunno, you're talking to kittykeri, but even then that's just an assumption. You've very quickly become one of my favourite people on this website, even when you're calling me an idiot about Tolkien references.
I remember when the European servers split between East and West on League of Legends. The community proposed a different split which was more aimed at North and South. The community decided that Norway, Sweden, Britain and Netherlands were connected as the 'brozone'. This was mostly because people from these countries generally had a pretty good understanding of one another and shared a similar sense of humour. I believe this to be true. I think you and I get on pretty well on just about everything.
It's my fault for not being clear with you as to why you upset me. I called you two-faced because you were trash talking Nikki repeatedly over Skype but kissing her feet on the forums.
Anyway, enough about that. You're a bit of a mixed bag, you know? You are harboured in this strange mindset that everything is your business. You seem pretty eager to hop on things that are happening, or have happened, and impose your opinion about it. Remember when you called me two faced because I said your forum posting was a cringe? This is basically why I said it. I feel like you need to relax a bit and just let some things go without you having an input. I find you quite stand offish a lot, but if we take our latest interaction via the message service, it seems like there was actually a misinterpretation of what was said. I think you could understand why I read it how I did, you know, as patronising. Although most of the time, I feel like you are actually quite sensitive about things that are said regarding your personality. When you take all of this into account, my personal experience is that I find it very difficult to talk to you. I don't want to be too vulnerable in myself, because I'm not sure if you will be quite brunt with me, but at the same time I don't really want to say anything rash to you because I don't want to hurt your feelings. So as you've probably noticed, our interactions have been substantially less than they were in the past. Ultimately, everyone else seems to get along just fine with you so it could be argued that this is just something that I/we experience.
Hi curious. The Grim Reaper cometh. Brace thyself for I am launching this scythe like a javelin right at your cooch.
Let's see now... Our friendship — I'll not beat around the bush — but it's deteriorated. Disintegrated to the state that it resembles a rippling in a small lake in the aftermath of a stone's throw. I say this because, every now and then, there seems to be a plausibly distinguishable element of empathy or compassion. I'm not sure why this is. Perhaps it's simply because it's not that I dislike you, nor hold any resentment towards you, however I do find myself somewhat irked by your presence in the same way you probably feel about me. I know much of what I do on this site these days isn't really the best representation of myself, however I generally do not target this in your direction. I say this because I find that you are quite quick to attack me about some things.
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i don't really like to talk about myself but i think you're basically right
