You're actually one of my favorite people to talk to privately, which might be surprising to you given that I absolutely suck at responding to your messages. I'm trying to improve in that department. I'm usually interested in a conversation but I am either anxious/down/not feeling up to it for various reasons, so sorry about that!
I think that you are one of the people that actively lurks on this website that has a really good and sincere heart. You clearly think about life a lot and consider all kinds of philiosphical and religious ideas which is something I also enjoy doing. I really can't envision you being rude to another person unless you felt insanely provoked. You are a really good dude, and I know that times are stressful right now, but don't let it get to you too much! You'll be alright.
Jenna!! Of the 4+ years I have been on this website, you are one of the few people that I have always known to be a genuinely good person and also a great person to talk to. We used to be a lot closer, but I know from experience that you are insanely intelligent, caring and full of personality. I'm glad that you haven't changed.