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Sadness

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Sadness is seeing things crumble in front of you

and not being able to repair them.

Sadness is when a big hole is created

And you are unable to fill it.

Sadness is when you know you are not good enough

And you know you cannot fix it.

Sadness is when you know you must stop

And you cannot.

Sadness stems from many places,but you can never truly be happy when things around you are not right.

Sadness is knowing all that, and knowing whatever you do

Will never be good enough

-BearGuru, 2015

deletedover 9 years
What kind of drugs were you promised when you signed up the US. Army Dibbun?
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Dibbun says

damn I'm trying to help you bro, no wonder you're depressed if you're going to be antisocial to everyone who has an opinion you don't like.


get out of my topic
Dibbun
over 9 years
damn I'm trying to help you bro, no wonder you're depressed if you're going to be antisocial to everyone who has an opinion you don't like.
deletedover 9 years
most people in this thread are going to try and troll you (much like myself until i realized you were being genuine) so it's best you just ignore it completely
justrec
over 9 years
I don't care if you have that view of "say no to drugs", we all had it when we were younger, I had it too, and I still have it. Never done anything..besides weed. Weed is fine, get high a few times then make a judgement call after that if it's not for you.
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Dibbun says

it is literally impossible to overdose on weed. You can overdose on water but not on weed. It's your happiness, man. Either you can take pills, like risperidone and depakote and wellbutron, and dull your senses, or you can enhance your whole existence with a little green. Those D.A.R.E. guys are right, heroin and coke are bad news, but weed is just a little enhancer :) makes everything feel a-ok. Or stay sad, idc.


WHAT DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND ABOUT "I WILL NOT TRY WEED"?

PLEASE GET OUT OF MY TOPICS
deletedover 9 years
Anything helps, patrick
Dibbun
over 9 years
it is literally impossible to overdose on weed. You can overdose on water but not on weed. It's your happiness, man. Either you can take pills, like risperidone and depakote and wellbutron, and dull your senses, or you can enhance your whole existence with a little green. Those D.A.R.E. guys are right, heroin and coke are bad news, but weed is just a little enhancer :) makes everything feel a-ok. Or stay sad, idc.
deletedover 9 years
im not going to pretend i can fix your problems but i can tell you as someone who has been where you are that it can and will get better. don't be so hard on yourself, you're a likable person and your mistakes don't define who you are. i can't exactly place what you're struggling with so i dont know what exact advice to give you, but i dont like seeping personal matters into the forum so if you want to i can PM you.
deletedover 9 years
Dibbun, I can't believe I'm saying this, but addiction runs in my family and I have had 3 family members overdose on various drugs in the past 5 years. I am not going to try drugs because I know I will become addicted.
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Dibbun says

well come on if your self-esteem is tied to the opinions of people on an internet mafia site I think you're a good candidate for drugs, and weed isn't really a drug, it's just a plant :)


you've sold me! Where's the nearest head shop?
Dibbun
over 9 years
well come on if your self-esteem is tied to the opinions of people on an internet mafia site I think you're a good candidate for drugs, and weed isn't really a drug, it's just a plant :)
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UniversalStudios says

Yet somehow you're my second highest rated player in this meta. Everyone else need to step it up.

That's the true sadness.


wait i'm second highest rated? or is that soembody else.
UniversalStudios
over 9 years
Yet somehow you're my second highest rated player in this meta. Everyone else need to step it up.

That's the true sadness.
deletedover 9 years
okay, i wasn't sure if your thread was serious or not given the fact you do have mood swings

i can't tell you anything better than a psych already could
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Patrick says

youre 15 and going through hormonal changes causing a chemical imbalance in your brain that causes you to have dramatic mood changes. just go wank one off.



Patrick says

youre 15 and going through hormonal changes causing a chemical imbalance in your brain that causes you to have dramatic mood changes. just go wank one off.


've had these mood swings my entire life, it's not just hormones. I'm just mentally unstable.
deletedover 9 years
mods forum suspend him indefinitely, nothing of value will be lost
deletedover 9 years
he's 15 shut up dibbun
deletedover 9 years
I do not want to resort to drugs
Dibbun
over 9 years
Seriously have you ever tried weed? It opens your mind and gives you a new lease on life. Don't knock it until you've tried it.
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agentzero says

ugh this is horrible


what do you mean by this
justrec
over 9 years
This works because I recommended weed to a cousin who was depressed and these are the things she told me.
justrec
over 9 years
If you're feeling depressed, sit outside, look at nature while you smoke, you'll see the world in a whole new light. It should lower your inhibitions while being social too, so you will be able to be yourself without having to care what other people think of you. Obviously only socialize with peers who don't care if you're high while high though.
deletedover 9 years
ugh this is horrible
justrec
over 9 years
Weed is not a bad suggestion though. I'd stop there though.