deletedover 9 years

Sadness is seeing things crumble in front of you

and not being able to repair them.

Sadness is when a big hole is created

And you are unable to fill it.

Sadness is when you know you are not good enough

And you know you cannot fix it.

Sadness is when you know you must stop

And you cannot.

Sadness stems from many places,but you can never truly be happy when things around you are not right.

Sadness is knowing all that, and knowing whatever you do

Will never be good enough

-BearGuru, 2015

over 9 years
harrold do you think its better to have a daily routine or to be spontaneous and do whatever
over 9 years
Whenever I feel sad I sleep. Sleep is a magical thing, man
deletedover 9 years
I would comment here about each and every one of you, but words cannot do you all justice.

Thank you
over 9 years
Like this post if you think Dibbun is a douchebag
over 9 years
Listen to Harrold. Exercise helps A LOT. Like, it will change the way you perceive basically everything. It keeps your mind busy, gets you healthy, and makes you feel great about yourself.

As far as weed goes, don't do it. You'll convince yourself it helps, when in fact it makes your anxiety FAR worse. Trust me, I've been there.

If you ever need to talk, let me know. And ignore Dibbun, trust me, he isn't worth insulting at this point. Just don't acknowledge his existence, and he loses all the power he is trying to hold over you (which is none by the way, he's just one salty kid on the internet)
deletedover 9 years
Each of us have the light inside to scare away the sadness. People and/or situations may have just put your light under a bucket. We hope that you would find that light again.

I would agree with Harrold and the rest: Physical exercise will show you you are capable of something. Stay away from drugs (and plants). You are stronger!
deletedover 9 years
Sadness is being 46 pages through your work and still feeling as though you're nowhere near completion.

Anyway.

Dibbun, you're a total waste of space. Bear's just a kid and bullying him over the internet like that is literally one of the most pathetic things I've seen in a long time, even on this website. Error, don't bring your grudge with Satan into this thread. Justrec, just let it go dude.

Bear, I liked your poem. It was very personal, and it definitely fits to the mood that you are trying to portray. It gives a sense of helplessness in your life, but offers that your intentions are of a much more positive nature. It's somewhat bitter-sweet. I enjoy writing poetry, no matter how bad or good I think it is afterwards because the process is always a good release.

Furthermore, I wouldn't suggest weed. I spent 8 years of my life by being stoned every single day. Much of that time was brilliant and I probably would never change that, but the truth is that it created various problems in my life, and I didn't even notice as they would unfold. In most cases, repression does not contribute a beneficial outcome whilst regarding long term correction, especially if you can't even understand what it is that you're repressing.

I know this is very cliché, but the honest truth is that my mindset was at its greatest when I was living in Australia. This is because I was down the gym 4 days a week and I had a pretty solid routine. So as some people have suggested, the best thing for you at this time is probably to do some exercise. When you start feeling better about yourself, then you'll be able to understand a way to solve your predicament.

Also, I love how Dibbun makes the distinction that a cry for help should be construed as a child hoping that his ego be fed. What an idiot.
deletedover 9 years
This was a song i think
deletedover 9 years
Some have reasons =)
over 9 years
life is weird. when you're a teenager you get depressed for no reason because of hormones or whatever, and then when you get older life gives you reasons
deletedover 9 years
Life is a dark place. =/.
over 9 years

Satan says

get a pet


this was a legit suggestion bear, btw. it's been proven that taking care of another life (i.e. pet) has therapeutic effects.
over 9 years
There is no reason for him to not at least try weed, if he's going through his whole life all depressed. It could make him worse, but it's worth the risk, since being depressed is no life at all.
over 9 years
hey dude i know you like going on the forums to pick fights, but maybe you shouldn't be picking a fight in a thread some kid is discussing his depression...have a little respect, you know?
deletedover 9 years
i don't think you know or understand what a death threat is or how it works, idiot

or a joke for that matter
over 9 years

error says


Satan says

alternatively, heroin.


i honestly hope mortal ill befalls you


glad you think a joke post is enough to warrant a death threat
deletedover 9 years

Satan says

alternatively, heroin.


i honestly hope mortal ill befalls you
over 9 years
alternatively, heroin.
over 9 years
get a pet
over 9 years
i was too, i'm not blaming him, im just stating how it is
over 9 years
you can't blame him for it dude, i was the same way when i was his age
over 9 years
weed helps people with depression. i know people who use it to help them and it works, which is why i suggested it. i'll leave this discussion though. bear seems to have a closed mind about the subject anyway.
over 9 years
i didnt smoke to cure my depression, i smoked to give myself something to do because i didn't feel like doing anything. it helped me a lot with my anxiety and allowed me to enjoy myself when i otherwise wouldn't have been able to
deletedover 9 years
if ur smoking weed just to smoke on the other hand thats cool 420 blaze it
deletedover 9 years
i kno what a depressant is, weed just makes u tired and not wanna do anything. it won't help him long term it'll just mellow him down short term, you shouldn't use marijuana to solve mental issues such as depression at the end of the day so it was a pretty bad suggestion