damn sirius i missed you and your thought provoking psychological ideologies.
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do u think religion can be a cop-out on building a real world utopia? lol
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do u think brave new world was a horror story, billstickers?
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it's crazy how we build ourselves like we do, isn't it? we build so much of our emotional experience ourselves and it can be so different but not wrong either even though it's like the one thing that ties us all together. and i suppose everyone thinks their way is best too.
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do u ever think that you're maybe trying too hard to avoid your parents' mistakes and depriving yourself in the process, that you're conceding to their weaknesses even before you've started even? i mean, hey, it's your life, and you don't seem so dysfunctional or anything, but still... i had a brief relationship not so long ago with this girl whose father left her when she was young and it was incredible how fast she turned self-destructive. like, it was like it was going through her head all the time that 'he's going to hate me any day now' and she was steeling herself for it. and okay i'm sure she gets on or whatever, but what the , she's going to end up alone, right? there are some lonely psychologies out there
sorry, i couldn't not say nothing lol. the point of my life is literally my family, to be honest. but maybe that's just me.
Like, I honestly don't even want pets. It's a concession I'd absolutely make for someone else and I know I'd end up caring about a dog or something but in my mind the emotional value gained from having a pet is outweighed by the emotional value lost by having to take care of a pet. I don't feel especially strongly about it and since humans care about nurturing I wouldn't fight anyone I was denying a kid to over getting a pet but if the choice were 100% mine that's what I'd go with
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I know it was the lesser addressed of my 2 reasons but wanting to live for myself is just as powerful in my mind. I like the idea of living in the moment and not having to wait 18 years to go on vacations. I like the financial freedom having no kids entails. I like not needing a babysitter to go watch a football game or a movie. I value my own independence way too much to want to give it up on the honestly shaky premise of maybe enjoying parenting. If I ever grow out of that mindset I'd definitely consider adopting but seeing a future self that feels that way is more than I care to do right now
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i would just like to say that i think u are a pretty cool dude, billstickers
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I don't have a particularly strong one. You're funny sometimes and really annoying sometimes and I've never talked to you enough to have more thoughts than that.
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bill, you should adopt lol
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Was that offensive because it's the kind of thing I just never see as anything more than an interesting statement
But yeah no I've been down that road before and even gone so far as to bring it up to my parents but ultimately I either believe it wasn't me or it was me and I'm glad it was me and the results of both are identical so it's not worth figuring out any further
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it is what it is. i was merely making an honest observation.
