we're doing a mass self-delete at 9 est. we're getting as many people as we can to delete their accounts at the exact same time. its gonna be off the charts.
I don’t really know why I’m here. Just to vent I guess.. Well I’m 17. I’ve been depressed for god knows how long. I don’t really get along that great with my dad or mom. They both abuse me. I cut myself sometimes. I recently had to get stitches cause I went to far with the cutting. My boyfriend of 4 months was really the only reason I wanted to be alive, and didn’t kill myself. But tonight I received a text from his sister.. it said “Hey my brother is talking to other girls and my brother says that he loves them to you and them and my mom has tooken his phone over and over for the same reason and you are never going to talk to him again because my mom is not going to give it back sucks for you haha” I honestly don’t know why this happened to me. I can’t quit crying.
So tonight is going to be the night I leave this horrible world. Kudos to everyone for fooling me as if I actually matter when in reality I don’t. Just a dumb that’s a mistake that shouldn’t be here. I can’t deal with my life anymore. Â All I have EVER felt is pain and worthlessness.. hope you all live a happy well lived life. Goodbye all.
