Tell General Howard I know his heart. What he told me before, I have it in my heart. I am tired of fighting. Our Chiefs are killed; Looking Glass is dead, Ta Hool Hool Shute is dead. The old men are all dead. It is the young men who say yes or no. He who led on the young men is dead. It is cold, and we have no blankets; the little children are freezing to death. My people, some of them, have run away to the hills, and have no blankets, no food. No one knows where they are - perhaps freezing to death. I want to have time to look for my children, and see how many of them I can find. Maybe I shall find them among the dead. Hear me, my Chiefs! I am tired; my heart is sick and sad. From where the sun now stands I will fight no more forever.
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I don't understand why you keep throwing a lot of crap that you can't stand, you constantly tell us how awful we are, and then you say how much you don't care anymore. Weren't you just talking about how awesome it would be to become part of the staff?
Can any moderator, please out my mod sign up from last year and from this year. There is a lot of changes, since i cared more last year at least 10x times more than this year. Can you please put it up for display?
I didn't agree with the implementation of the trial mods, especially not how Arcbell intended it. He intended it for us to give them NO help at all. I tried to talk to Arcbell numerous times and made suggestions how he could improve it. He said it didn't need any improvement because his implementation was flawless.
There was no point arguing anymore, so I had two options. Either helping Laurie out anyways, therefore giving Arcbell the IDEA that his trial mod system worked while in fact it didn't because we didn't use it as intended, or do as intended which was not helping Laurie out which would show that the current implementation was flawed.
I chose the second variant and told Laurie I did that and why. She cut out more than half of the conversation, because she understood my point of view and we actually had a very nice conversation.
Apostasy however thinks it's proof I'm incredibly dumb and highly immature. I am neither. Regardless, he's entitled to his own personal opinion, he just doesn't have to out it and attack me that way.
The Trial Mod system failed because it was unfinished, and people didnt even tried to finish it. They jumped the gun. They acted bad. They must live with the shame of what they did,