One of the hardest things I've had to give up was drugs and alcohol, and I still have a really hard time with it. And I want so badly today for there to be a change.
I do not have to be high to be myself and to be liked
I do not have to be drunk to have a good time
I can sit with my thoughts and not feel crazy
I can do it.
Tay i'm sorry for all of these things getting in between us. Don't leave me because I'd hate myself until I die. I need you so much.
Also, I'm sorry for telling everyone that you popped your hymen on a bicycle and that you got fired from that gyro place for being lazy/possibly stealing.
I'm also sorry for implying you had to go to community college because your parents don't make much money and you did poorly in high school.